I tried to discover something to make me sweeter...
When it comes to "real life" Id have to agree with the old cliche that it has its good days and bad. But, I wonder if real life sometimes sucks so much that even mundane times seem great in comparison. We've all heard and seen some good people go through some crappy times and we also have seen our worst enemies get away with everything...It had been a really bad couple of weeks for me filled with all of those things, but its almost like Ive had an epiphany! Ive decided to be happy and take what i can when any opportunity arises. Its not "making the best of a situation", its so much more than that. So much in fact I dont think I could fully explain it here on LJ, so to sum it up Im not going to let the system use me while i stand back and watch other people reap the benifits. Maybe I just reached a kind of "critical mass" as for as crap and bullshit is concerned, Im tired of it, but, no it just really doesnt bother or suprise me anymore. ::shrug:: Maybe Ive just become completely apathetic - i dont see that as a bad thing. :-)
Xmas break for the military up here in dahlgren, not all of us but half now and half in two weeks. Im in the second half so I'll be up here standing watch and doing menial tasks through xmas, but it doesnt bother me. I get time off and I'll be back down in FLA as soon as I possibly can for as long as I can!! Im driving so I dont have to worry about flying and rides back to base, but mostly because I really like driving. My dad loved to drive, man its so strange how you can always connect and relate to people when its too late. Anyway Im going to be on a day time schedule now so I'll finally be online at civilized hours, feel free to IM Id love to chat!
:-D Happy holidays!