May 16, 2007 07:02
Near thinks I'm FAT.
He does. He just looks at me whenver I eat a chocolate bar and raises an eyebrow, and then I go "WHAT?!??" and he sighs and says nothing and goes back to twirling his hair.
BUT THEN HE WRITES IN HIS JOURNAL ABOUT MY CHOCOLATE EATING HABITS!!!!!!!
UGH. I am NOT FAT!!!!! I've simply filled out a little so I don't look quite so anorexically bony anymore. And it's perfectly normal to crave chocolate more or less at different times. Besides, my body weight fluxuates with my cycl-... nevermind.
But Near thinks I'm FAT!!!! And he hasn't been doing anything with me either!! Probably because I'm too FAT. I mean, can't he see that I'm really not that different??!? I'm not FAT. I'm just a little bigger, that's all! It's not like I'm OBESE or anything!! It's just a little FAT!
...I feel moody and depressed now. Stupid.
*wanders off to go find more chocolate*