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I'm so sick of it. No matter how hard I work, get good grades, help around the house, and everything my parents are NEVER going to happily let me go out of the house. Even to the movies or just out to eat. Whenever I say something got cancelled they say GOOD, like thats what makes them truly happy. Whenver I go out its "if you really want to, fine, go, just go" And when I get mad that I can't go out, they tell me that I should be happy with what I have.... basically telling me I should go into my room and be so joyous that i HAVE a room. wtf. I'm so tired of working my ass off and getting nothing. I always mooch rides and money to go out anyways, its not as if it costs them a freaking cent to let me go out and have fun. I wanted to rip my report card to pieces. Any other parents would be proud and let me go have some fun but no, i get to stay home and be happy. They just ASK for me to lie to them. There is nothing I want more than to go to college, be able to decide what I want to do.
Summer is going to be sooo long.
Summer is going to be sooo long.