I'll find a way...to see you again.....
Yesterday I had the strangest dream..very sad.
i dreamt that, for some WEIRD reason my sis got a new boyfriend or wtv. but the thing is, she was just with her other boyfriend(her bf in reality). I couldn't believe that my sis had a new lover. I was like..what the hell@!!
so then for some reason i was still back in my richmond house and my sis' new "lover" or wtv was over and also was her ex. And i asked what is going on here? why is ur ex here too then? and she said he just wanted to come anyways. ( in reality, my sis' bf comes to visit her almost every weekend from hk! so i see him a lot in the weekends. nice guy!)
and then i just felt so sorry for him. i mean, i knew he was feeling very sad while my sis was talking to that new whatever guy and flirting in their own little realm. I always feel sad when i see ppl getting left out. so i was really mad too. i mean, who the hell is that new guy anyawys? why is he even here? how could my sis be so cruel, i thought. so i talked to my sis and i was like REALLY mad at her..i told her she was so mean and that she should be aware of what's going on. and she didnt listen to me..and for some reason i was crying and crying. cuz i thought, geez my sis' "ex" is such a nice guy..what the hell is wrong with her! so i was like saying really loud so that her "new" bf would hear. i didnt care, i didnt care if i embarrased my sis or not. cuz definitely it was her fault. anyways and for some reason i was just really sad. i thought about how nice he was to my sis and now she's just ignoring him and doing other things with another guys, even in front of him. wth! that is insane.
but of course in reality my sis would never do that.
i think this dream has a lot to do with myself.
stupid friday the 13th! THANK GOD it's over! haa~~
i dreamt that, for some WEIRD reason my sis got a new boyfriend or wtv. but the thing is, she was just with her other boyfriend(her bf in reality). I couldn't believe that my sis had a new lover. I was like..what the hell@!!
so then for some reason i was still back in my richmond house and my sis' new "lover" or wtv was over and also was her ex. And i asked what is going on here? why is ur ex here too then? and she said he just wanted to come anyways. ( in reality, my sis' bf comes to visit her almost every weekend from hk! so i see him a lot in the weekends. nice guy!)
and then i just felt so sorry for him. i mean, i knew he was feeling very sad while my sis was talking to that new whatever guy and flirting in their own little realm. I always feel sad when i see ppl getting left out. so i was really mad too. i mean, who the hell is that new guy anyawys? why is he even here? how could my sis be so cruel, i thought. so i talked to my sis and i was like REALLY mad at her..i told her she was so mean and that she should be aware of what's going on. and she didnt listen to me..and for some reason i was crying and crying. cuz i thought, geez my sis' "ex" is such a nice guy..what the hell is wrong with her! so i was like saying really loud so that her "new" bf would hear. i didnt care, i didnt care if i embarrased my sis or not. cuz definitely it was her fault. anyways and for some reason i was just really sad. i thought about how nice he was to my sis and now she's just ignoring him and doing other things with another guys, even in front of him. wth! that is insane.
but of course in reality my sis would never do that.
i think this dream has a lot to do with myself.
stupid friday the 13th! THANK GOD it's over! haa~~