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so today..around 6:30~7pm-ish~ i walked passed WU ZHUN!!..ERR but then i didnt get to see his FACE!..ERRR..how disappointing! my sis saw his face tho and then she told me afterwards~and i was like WTH! why did i walk at the other side?!! anyways he was sitting on some bench outside a little restaurant..alone! and he sorta looked up when my sis walked passed him and i saw him look from behind and at the time i was like ok that guy looked up when my sis walked by. then my sis TOld me it was him cuz she said she kept looking at him and then THAT was why he looked up..HAHAHA he was wearing a hat..lol my sis said he looked very GOOD! and with good features~ a lot like lee hom..AWWWW and then the fact that i didnt get to see him kept bothering me afterwards>< HAHAHAHA..anyways..man he must've looked good haha i bet~
anyways..so i got my braces off on friday..hmm but yeahhhhhh i guess it doesnt really matter does it~ so wtvv might as well not make it sucha big deal.
anyways, things aint going my way..nothing ever does anyway. i feel like im always left with nothing. who cares.
yeah it's sorta like winson's old msn.. whocaresaboutmeidontcare.
and why do I care so much about other ppl, who CARES?! it aint fair if all i do is care about other ppl or their business and then i get nothing, i mean absolutely nothing, back in return. Actually, i dont want anything back in return.. maybe i just dont deserve anything good.
yeah so whocares? leeave me alone.
gosh, this world and myself are absolutely a joke to me sometimes. yeah come u all and laugh at me.
i wish i can be in a state in which i wont have to care about anything around me. i dont want to be bothered by something that i shouldnt be bothered by. it aint fair. nothing is fair. never ever. so i just gotta live on like this? i hate everything sometimes. dammit. i hate where i am right now. not outwardly, but it is inwardly that i am speaking of. stupid trap.
anyways..so i got my braces off on friday..hmm but yeahhhhhh i guess it doesnt really matter does it~ so wtvv might as well not make it sucha big deal.
anyways, things aint going my way..nothing ever does anyway. i feel like im always left with nothing. who cares.
yeah it's sorta like winson's old msn.. whocaresaboutmeidontcare.
and why do I care so much about other ppl, who CARES?! it aint fair if all i do is care about other ppl or their business and then i get nothing, i mean absolutely nothing, back in return. Actually, i dont want anything back in return.. maybe i just dont deserve anything good.
yeah so whocares? leeave me alone.
gosh, this world and myself are absolutely a joke to me sometimes. yeah come u all and laugh at me.
i wish i can be in a state in which i wont have to care about anything around me. i dont want to be bothered by something that i shouldnt be bothered by. it aint fair. nothing is fair. never ever. so i just gotta live on like this? i hate everything sometimes. dammit. i hate where i am right now. not outwardly, but it is inwardly that i am speaking of. stupid trap.