help me understand....
school life is alright.
but after school life is dead boring.
i never know what there is to do other than homework.
and if i dont have homework, i just sit there and do nothing.
gawd. i hate it. i wish my night life was more interesting and fun..
but i really dont have anyone there to hang out with..
it's so sad.
i wish my life was more interesting.
i wish i can have you guys around to talk to and hang out!
ahhhhhhhhh sucks to be me.
really.
for some reason i feel very disconnected with everyone lately..
it's such a strong realization that i feel pretty bad about it
it's so weird how some people who used to mean so much to me can vanished like that. the thought of it is pretty scary. i actually really hate it. thoughts like this make me feel very bad about myself and everything. I mean, why can't everyone just be friends for the rest of our lives? why do people have to part from one another. it's so weird. i swear i'll never understand.
perhaps people just have to move on...
kind of like this quote " Life's simple, you make choices and you don't look back."
I guess we should be like that.. but it's still hard. it's hard for me because i feel like i have nothing right now, so i often look back to admire some parts of my life.
I think i'm lonely or something.
need someone to talk to..
someone who i can share my happiness and sadness with no matter when..
someone who can understand me and vice versa.
sigh.
wish u guys were around!
but after school life is dead boring.
i never know what there is to do other than homework.
and if i dont have homework, i just sit there and do nothing.
gawd. i hate it. i wish my night life was more interesting and fun..
but i really dont have anyone there to hang out with..
it's so sad.
i wish my life was more interesting.
i wish i can have you guys around to talk to and hang out!
ahhhhhhhhh sucks to be me.
really.
for some reason i feel very disconnected with everyone lately..
it's such a strong realization that i feel pretty bad about it
it's so weird how some people who used to mean so much to me can vanished like that. the thought of it is pretty scary. i actually really hate it. thoughts like this make me feel very bad about myself and everything. I mean, why can't everyone just be friends for the rest of our lives? why do people have to part from one another. it's so weird. i swear i'll never understand.
perhaps people just have to move on...
kind of like this quote " Life's simple, you make choices and you don't look back."
I guess we should be like that.. but it's still hard. it's hard for me because i feel like i have nothing right now, so i often look back to admire some parts of my life.
I think i'm lonely or something.
need someone to talk to..
someone who i can share my happiness and sadness with no matter when..
someone who can understand me and vice versa.
sigh.
wish u guys were around!