this time for real.
man, i'm so in the mood of learning right now, it's crazy.
OMG u guys are gonna think i am stupid/weird
because i was reading through my highschool agenda! haha
not the things i wrote in it, but u guys remember those bunch of extra pages at the back where they gave us good tips on how to improve in our learning skills and how to use time wisely, etc, etc? hahaha! i'm not sure if they were REALLY THAT helpful, but i read it anyway. some stff are helpful i guesssss. but they also tried putting in some "jokes" in them..which uhh weren't really that funny..haha so weird. but yeahh, it's nice how they have a lot of useful equations and signs and maps at the back. I don't think i really took those things seriously before, but i guess now is a good time to recap a little on the stuff i was taught before. i feel like i don't have enough knowledge about ANYTHING. geee so much of a slackoff i was! i used to think i always "tried" my best, but then honestly i didn't.
like, goodness, i don't know anything. @@ so scary. everything has become so vague in my mind..it's really ridiculous. but i guess i'm still "young" right? i still have the time to catch up right?
i hope so.
i just wish i can make my life right and not have to regret about it all the time.
i wish i can try harder for the sake of my family and my future.
ok, no more of the "i think i'll take a break first" before actually getting anything done.
goodness, i'm almost 20...yet i still feel like a child. so incapable of doing anything. gee..when am i gonna get up and be independent?
when can i start helping out my family?
not now? later? whatever?
nono..i can't have that attitude anymore. it's gotta be right now!
u guys are all working hard right now. u guys are like my role models! haha. i mean it, seriously.
i gotta get rid of my dependent nature~~ or else nothing good is ever gonna happen in my life. let you guys be my motivation^^~~
peace to all~
OMG u guys are gonna think i am stupid/weird
because i was reading through my highschool agenda! haha
not the things i wrote in it, but u guys remember those bunch of extra pages at the back where they gave us good tips on how to improve in our learning skills and how to use time wisely, etc, etc? hahaha! i'm not sure if they were REALLY THAT helpful, but i read it anyway. some stff are helpful i guesssss. but they also tried putting in some "jokes" in them..which uhh weren't really that funny..haha so weird. but yeahh, it's nice how they have a lot of useful equations and signs and maps at the back. I don't think i really took those things seriously before, but i guess now is a good time to recap a little on the stuff i was taught before. i feel like i don't have enough knowledge about ANYTHING. geee so much of a slackoff i was! i used to think i always "tried" my best, but then honestly i didn't.
like, goodness, i don't know anything. @@ so scary. everything has become so vague in my mind..it's really ridiculous. but i guess i'm still "young" right? i still have the time to catch up right?
i hope so.
i just wish i can make my life right and not have to regret about it all the time.
i wish i can try harder for the sake of my family and my future.
ok, no more of the "i think i'll take a break first" before actually getting anything done.
goodness, i'm almost 20...yet i still feel like a child. so incapable of doing anything. gee..when am i gonna get up and be independent?
when can i start helping out my family?
not now? later? whatever?
nono..i can't have that attitude anymore. it's gotta be right now!
u guys are all working hard right now. u guys are like my role models! haha. i mean it, seriously.
i gotta get rid of my dependent nature~~ or else nothing good is ever gonna happen in my life. let you guys be my motivation^^~~
peace to all~