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Jul 12, 2005 17:49

I'm feeling very stupid right now. Pretty shoved-off as well.. Oh well. I tend to pick people to be around that do it to me. I'm just being stupid. Pretty common for me. I'm really excited to see the apartment. I'm also excited to make new friends. I'm tired of only depending on Kenny. He has is own friends and doesn't need me being needy. Nicole seems really cool I think we will become pretty cool friends. Maybe I'll meet people outside my major. I don't want to be stuck with the people only in Perfomance Production. It will be worse than high school ever was. I've met some really awesome people already, and I'm looking forward to meeting more.

MENTAL NOTE: Talk to Sarah about job openings at her work. Talk to hospital. Track down any 24hr resturaunt for work.

I'm so excited to be going to a new city. I've moved all my life and this is the best move of them all. How many houses have I lived in? The ones I can remember add up to... more than 12. This move is one that I'm looking more forward to than anything else. I get to prove to myself and a lot of other people that I can accomplish what I want. Screw money. It will not keep me from getting what I want. I'm not some shallow little blonde girl. I will grow up and I will be successful. I'm stubborn enough to get anything that I want. That includes tuition and an apartment an any other living expenses. I have failed at too many other things to not be stubborn enough to achieve the one thing that I want more than I can express. I graduated when nobody thought I could. I will damn well succeed in life as well.
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