stealing thoughts
why is that everytime i look in my closet i have nothing to wear keep praying, he'll answer your prayers something keeps biting me at night the other day someone told me i was a10 i wish my friends had more confidence in me what are we my head hurts sometimes i feel like i have so much in common with others, but when i say it aloud im told to stop copying i need to lose 7 lbs i wish i had an SUV why is my name in your mouth when will this weather take a chill pill nachos are the devil i need a best friend why arent seattle and louisiana next door to each other i want a genuine relationship my room feels stagnant i need a vacation open your eyes look past the ugly one person's ugly is another's beauty tonight i will spend in peaceful solitude dont blame your misfortunes on me, when you caused them i am the master of my fate, i am the captain of my soul i want to be apart why wont the rain let me wash my car i'm getting tired of summer music secrets secrets i need a digital camera, im losing out on memories i want a best friend
Lately, it feels like things are in a bit of a slump. As it seems, nothing is progressing. I wake up to a routine everyday, and go to bed not really feeling like I accomplished anything. I am usually doing something throughout the day, but by night I don't have anything to show for it. I was in a slump like this about a year ago, and right as I thought that everything was bad, God sent me someone who thought the world of me, and helped me to see that by looking at where i was at the time, i had done more than most men my age. In one of my recent entries I wrote that dwelling in sadness is the best way to stay in it. You have to move on and away. I've written out a list of goals for this coming year.
1. Start the work for a Summer Music Camp.
2. Build on my financial status/ pay off any debt.
3. Graduate with highest honors.
4. Win the concerto competition.
5. Get accepted into a Masters Program.
6. Get offered my first teaching job.
With the graces of God, I've got a lot of work to do.