Jun 26, 2006 22:11
Once upon a time there was a boy. Have you ever taken a step back from your life, and just wondered "What the hell am I doing here?" What have I gotten myself into? Am I on track with what I was called to do? The questions can continue, but I think the point has been made. These past couple of weeks have been something that i don't really know what to make of. I found myself depressed separating myself from friends and pushing others to try and feel as sorry for me as i did myself. I questioned God, asking Why was he putting me through this? Why, if I was trying to follow his word, was I being submitted to such depression? Why? Just Why? I even started to doubt my beliefs in God. Wondering if there could be such a loving God. I was low. Now, through prayer, i learned that things happen for a reason. Although the room of life may be dark, it's your prayer and faith that God is trying to teach you something and will help you through this, that will be the light towards brighter days. I've learned that I'm still growing. Stand tall in your weakess moments and be strong. Thanks friends who noticed something just wasn't right, and thanks friends who cared as much to just help. I thank God for you.
So now, it's time for that little boy to grow up and stop being apart of fairy tales.