sigh
As the world turns times are changing. Everyday I get a glimpse into the real world and then I retreat in my college ways. So far this summer has just been alright. I've been so busy moving and painting and stuff that i forgot about the fact that i had a whole week off from school. Yes you heard me, a whole week for summer vacation. I hate school and am ready to graduate.
A couple days ago i was at a friend's house and i was flipping through the channels and I crossed over Sex and The City right when Carrie was typing the words "Can you get your future if your past is still present?" interesting, i thought. if we are taught that you can't know your future if you don't know your past and you shouldn't allow your past to dictate your future, then where does that leave us? It leaves us to learn from the mistakes of our past and never repeat them. but now my true question is, what if your past is your present... then maybe it's not your past. A friend of mine did wrote in his journal random thoughts without punctuation, so i'll try that...
here it goes have you ever wondered why things happen they way they do? why when something is going good something bad has to come into play i wonder how far will my looks get me that made me feel like i don't use my brain i hope in the near future i impact someone as much as others have impacted me why is that i have nothing to say when there's so much to talk about i think i've lost a friend i wish i could have my cake and eat it to i've gotten so good at my gift but i still need practice why is it so hard to let go when you know it's the best thing to do i need gigs why do random people from my past suddenly gain interest in me and send me facebook messages i wonder who will i be in the next 5 years i hope that i have set a lifestyle that is applicable to my choosen profession i need a new dvd player i hate my job sometimes why is that when i have so much to do i better at things i think this year i'll try again is it too late to set a resolution why do i send vulnerable text messages after 10pm i want an SUV i used to wish that i was superman life was so much eaiser in highschool there are always possibilities there is no reason to lie i want to lose 7 lbs i want to gain muscle mass back to the diet oh Lord why do i live across the street from rallys my favorite part of the day is the end when you get to hold that special someone and watch a movie one of my biggest fears is that i will dissapoint my friends they might not always be there i looked in the mirror today and said "damn" i need to practice i wonder if it's possible for me to concertmaster next year it always boost my esteem when people proud of me end.
A couple days ago i was at a friend's house and i was flipping through the channels and I crossed over Sex and The City right when Carrie was typing the words "Can you get your future if your past is still present?" interesting, i thought. if we are taught that you can't know your future if you don't know your past and you shouldn't allow your past to dictate your future, then where does that leave us? It leaves us to learn from the mistakes of our past and never repeat them. but now my true question is, what if your past is your present... then maybe it's not your past. A friend of mine did wrote in his journal random thoughts without punctuation, so i'll try that...
here it goes have you ever wondered why things happen they way they do? why when something is going good something bad has to come into play i wonder how far will my looks get me that made me feel like i don't use my brain i hope in the near future i impact someone as much as others have impacted me why is that i have nothing to say when there's so much to talk about i think i've lost a friend i wish i could have my cake and eat it to i've gotten so good at my gift but i still need practice why is it so hard to let go when you know it's the best thing to do i need gigs why do random people from my past suddenly gain interest in me and send me facebook messages i wonder who will i be in the next 5 years i hope that i have set a lifestyle that is applicable to my choosen profession i need a new dvd player i hate my job sometimes why is that when i have so much to do i better at things i think this year i'll try again is it too late to set a resolution why do i send vulnerable text messages after 10pm i want an SUV i used to wish that i was superman life was so much eaiser in highschool there are always possibilities there is no reason to lie i want to lose 7 lbs i want to gain muscle mass back to the diet oh Lord why do i live across the street from rallys my favorite part of the day is the end when you get to hold that special someone and watch a movie one of my biggest fears is that i will dissapoint my friends they might not always be there i looked in the mirror today and said "damn" i need to practice i wonder if it's possible for me to concertmaster next year it always boost my esteem when people proud of me end.