Mar 13, 2006 13:00
Have you ever been between a rock and a hard place? and not just any hard place but where you feel that with any move you make there is a risk of digging yourself even further under the rock? Recently, i've had the experience of a semi-life changing event. In my time, (as if I'm a old man,) everything i knew, wanted to know, and saw as something that i should learn was based off of my emotions on the subject. I started playing the violin because music was an output to my emotions. Growing up I didn't really express those emotions past the interwalls of my brain. With in the last couple of months, I have moved from that boy into a man voicing his opinion about everything he experienced. the only problem was that my opinion was based off of my emotions. And it took me this long to learn that living by my emotions was not healthy. Now don't get me wrong, your emotions are what make you react to things the way you do, they-re want tell you that this girl/ guy is who you are searching for. Emotions play a huge part in the daily life, but they are only part of your interworkings that should govern your life. Emotions have the tendency to want you all to itself. I''ve learned that before you can act off of emotions, you should use the brain God gave you and think. don't react off of emotions and end up reinventing pork and beans.
The lessons of my life come from the people in it. Thank you.