Dec 14, 2005 00:08
Now as I come to an end of my Seattle University Venture, I realize that nothing in life ever really just ends. There are situations that last in your memories, people that you'll never forget, and disasters that teach you life lessons. All in all, nothing in our life completely ends. for instance, your listening to a song. once the song goes off, you think its over, but it still in the back of your mind, resting in your memory. I say this to translate my idea that this experience in Seattle can never escape my life. I've made connections here that have only pushed me into maturity. tests that have proved and disproved my strengths and weaknesses. all together i have been on an emotional rollercoaster, going over all the bumps twist and turns, some larger than others, and yet seeking pleasure in the end result.
about my last entry, i mentioned my feelings about leaving my girl. and this entry is just a continuation of that. No matter how things turn out Kaila will forever live within me...within my heart.
Tomorrow is the big day. I leave Seattle WA and finish my venture of getting a college education. there will be tears, laughs, some screaming, and maybe some jumping, but in all it should be interesting.
Here's to everyone and everything that touched my life in Seattle, the good and the bad, Kaila, and my wonderful roommates; Anthony, dude, we've determined that we agree sometimes and other times we want to slap each other around. Ryan, your jokes will always ring in my ears forcing a permanent smile on my face, and Kathryn, what can i say about a woman who has a penis and still finds time to look so good? jk!! anyways, you all are great. I'm so happy i got to spend so much time with you guys, even if your not black, but still i enjoyed it, and plan to keep enjoying it.
(Now i know you didn't think that i would finish without talking about Kaila.) Kaila, what can i say? from the moment i saw you i thought you were a blessing in disguise. i didn't know if it was my blessing, but i knew you were special. i see you every second in my mind, but still i wish there was more time. I grown through you, and for that i thank you.
much love.