If I just am not at home...
...you leave a message on my phone 'cause I need you.
I love the jazz group I'm in, but DAMN I loathe that woman. I really don't think I've ever felt such strong detestation as I feel for her. She brings out all of my worst qualities; when she talks to me (and to me she always seems to be condescending, disrespectful, rude, or mean) I get defensive, tempermental, angry, sullen, sarcastic, confrontational.... I'm seriously not usually this way. Am I? It's not just me, there's something about her that pisses me off in a deep and meaningful way. Grr. Arg.
On another slightly annoyed rant, why don't boys ever call? I know of maybe 2 who ever bother to pick up their phones to say "hi"; the rest of my guy friends wouldn't call me if they were dying of thirst and I had a swimming pool full of Aquafina. Honestly! The only possible message I can take from this lack of contact is that I clearly mean less to these guys than they do to me, and that's a really sad thought. I suppose I'll see them at winter break, but it'd be nice if I could stay good friends with them, and if I never talk to them, that's not gonna happen. People reading this: YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
And I'm staying in the dorms for Thanksgiving, which is kinda sad 'cause I do miss my family and friends, but at the same time is VERY exciting 'cause I get to try and make all the food myself! Plus, I'll (hopefully) make some more dorm friends, and watch a bunch of movies, and generally relax and have a good time. So I'm looking forward to that.
I love the jazz group I'm in, but DAMN I loathe that woman. I really don't think I've ever felt such strong detestation as I feel for her. She brings out all of my worst qualities; when she talks to me (and to me she always seems to be condescending, disrespectful, rude, or mean) I get defensive, tempermental, angry, sullen, sarcastic, confrontational.... I'm seriously not usually this way. Am I? It's not just me, there's something about her that pisses me off in a deep and meaningful way. Grr. Arg.
On another slightly annoyed rant, why don't boys ever call? I know of maybe 2 who ever bother to pick up their phones to say "hi"; the rest of my guy friends wouldn't call me if they were dying of thirst and I had a swimming pool full of Aquafina. Honestly! The only possible message I can take from this lack of contact is that I clearly mean less to these guys than they do to me, and that's a really sad thought. I suppose I'll see them at winter break, but it'd be nice if I could stay good friends with them, and if I never talk to them, that's not gonna happen. People reading this: YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
And I'm staying in the dorms for Thanksgiving, which is kinda sad 'cause I do miss my family and friends, but at the same time is VERY exciting 'cause I get to try and make all the food myself! Plus, I'll (hopefully) make some more dorm friends, and watch a bunch of movies, and generally relax and have a good time. So I'm looking forward to that.