catch my breath.
i'm having a rough nite. i feel lonely. dejected and empty.
so i do what most intelligent and bizzare creatures do, they
wallow in self-pity.
i choose to do so by watching one of my favorite movies
and most desperately honest and heart-wretching films of my generation..
"the red violin". i swear that this movie evokes more emotion out of me
than any other. its so so pure. sadness seeps into you, and joy is evoked...
its intense, and no matter how many times i watch it, i am moved.
*sigh*
i'm having a hard time breathing. everytime i think i have caught my breath,
my heart pounds faster and all aire escapes me.
i think its going to be an early night.