welcome back
dear journal. i can't remember the last time i updated. i have found this to be a common occurance with this lj bit. the last entry was place while i was upset. today i am not. yay for progress.
update- birthday was nice. i'm glad it happened. money is nice. i'm glad i have it. being sick is lame. i miss being able to eat.
about this whole being sick thing. it's officially been over a week. but wait! i went to the doctor's today (i went on monday and they didnt' do or say much) and they gave me antibiotics. i'm excited to be better. bad news: earlier i spit blood. i hope i don't tear and cut too much of my tonsils or whatever is annoying back in my throat. btw, i feel like i've forgotten how to properly swallow.
these days i wish even more that i could drive. with mom not driving i stare at the van parked in the assigned parking place and no one drives it. it's begging for me to just take it. but i would crash it. oh well this ismore incentive for me to learn. i can't wait.
by the way, i'm single again. so far it hasn't been much more than pathetic. but i suppose you have to work for awhile to get back into things. right now i'm still dating the guy but who knows if we really even want to be with each other. we could end up better off.
i'm distraught also because i missed two episodes of laguna beach and now season finale is coming up on monday. someone help me.
i'm excited for thanksgiving sorta because i love it usually. but this year might be plain because the next day we have a christmas party. oh well. i'm 17 now. it feels nice. i hope i look different.
someone please tell me i'm prettier.