i'm trippin out i swear
"i can't wait to see you. wanna see if you still got that look in your eye"
oh mangg. hahaha such freaking good times over break. believe me i don't think i've ever been so estatic over spring break. it's been awesome. :) i'm so happy. well mexico was freaking BOMB. oh dear haha it was nice. such good times partying and dancing and hanging out. i haven't played 13 so much in such a long time and it was great bonding time. 10 people in 1 room. 6 people on one bed. i woke up the next morning after it was all over and i was just sad there wasn't anyone else in the room with me. oh well spring break 2005 started off like no other. i've got pictures posted up so just ask me for the link.
i went to the beach the otherday. it was fun. i'm getting tanner!!! i may not have the prettiest tan but i don't care. i'm just glad i'm not glaringly white anymore. we stopped by caroline's the other night and that was nice. i just hope her mom doens't hate me now lol. well you win some you loose some and speaking of loosing things...
...dennis called me last night. i was alllll surprised and pretty happy about it actually. we had a nice conversation. thankfully he was talkative cause i wasn't in the talkative mood i was more in listening mode. anyway he mentioned this one thing.... that kinda hit hard and i'm starting to freak out about it. seriously i'm thinking too much. cause one thing led to another thing and now i feel like i've figured out some big mystery to discover that this is the same situation i've been faceing for the past couple of years. i hope i'm wrong.
so i had this mad crazy dream last night lol. wow just wow. it was so heavy. there weren't any monsters but it felt like a nightmare. i was so panicky in it. and i was crying about not being able to keep my papers and shit organized. oh it was terrible. i'm going to write a novel about it. seriously it's gonna rock. i'd share more but i don' t feel like typing. so i'll tt ya'll later. hopefully tonight's plans don't get wrecked. peace to you.
p.s. imma start shit. lolz...