Jul 25, 2003 22:52
today i had a bit of freetime at work to think. and for some reason i was thinking about noah, and what seemed so about him.
i think i figured it out. it isn't just him... it is his brand of people.
he is a very magnetic person. he is who he is and he won't change for anyone. it makes what he says stand true, and gives him a very strong personality, and in a world of weak-minded people who do not know how to or want to think for themself, that is a very attractive thing.
not only that, but he mastered the art of self-confidence and looking someone straight in the eye.
he always knew what he wanted, and he'd go for it.
however he could read people, which is not hard to do if you try, and he could judge when each action was appropriate.
and more than that, he always knew what to say, because he always knew what they wanted to hear.
but his very magnetism grew his repulsiveness. he would not have changed himself to save the world unless he thought it was a good idea, one that he produced. in never changing around people, he lost uncountable experiences and a multitude of thoughts and actions that could have shaped him into someone worth being around.
if he did not get what he wanted, he was an excessively sore loser.
he read people, but he used it for his benefit. and telling someone what they want to hear is not always a good idea.
this is my conclusion.
and henceforth, another ending.
of what?
does it really matter?