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[chocolatblanc]

i don't like me so much today.
i pretty much dislike how insecure i feel today.
insecure isn't the right word. it's more like... a "wavy" feeling. a fluctuation.

i don't like empty words.
i'm hoping this feeling will past soon.

why did she have to tell me about the drunk girl?
i'm waiting.
perhaps she'll tell me.

then again i told her about church girl.
i should be ok.
"ok" being the operative word.

fuck.

EDIT:
i am silly. HA.