May 29, 2008 13:21
should not be repeated.
especially the ones that involve this boy who wants to come visit AND stay for 5 days... in my room. in bed. with me. which is INSANE. i mean.. when was the last time we talked? uh like forever. and last time we saw each other? ok.. maybe like one year and a half.. that'a a mother fucking long time to not fucking see someone and then ask to come visit and stay with me california. he said it wouldn't BE a problem since i'm all hot for the ladies.. but knowing him, he'd probably try to do SOMETHING.
UGH. and what is wrong with me?
why the fuck am i even thinking about him?
right.
because i'm lonely here.
i got all weirded out thinking about him lying in bed with me... i mean, what on earth are we ever gonna talk about? sure we used to fool around back at pratt.. but that was 2 years ago..
lesson learned: i don't want to start something with someone long distance.
and he's a boy. a dumb dumb boy.
someone should throw rocks at them. thanks.
other than that... my boss is a jerkface.
he's probably the most condescending, bloodsucking... self-centered man alive! yet, i'm still going to suck it up and work there... and i'm also going to be hired hopefully in august... so that's two jobs. ha! someone's gotta bring the bacon home............... le sigh.
and i sitll haven't decided what i want to do with my first paycheck... obviously plane tickets and that tattoo! :D