this was supposed to be my dream job
having a breakdown, having a breakdown.
fuck this job. fuck it. my dream has become a slice of hell. if this is how it's gonna be, i'll just take my phd and sit on it. go back to the beginning. the writing. i can't deal with this ass-kissing, in-my-image, bullshit. that's why i left corporate america. it was eating away at me. now the same mentality is coming ot academia. it's like a brush fire turning into a wildfire. and i'm fleeing...
fuck this job. fuck it. my dream has become a slice of hell. if this is how it's gonna be, i'll just take my phd and sit on it. go back to the beginning. the writing. i can't deal with this ass-kissing, in-my-image, bullshit. that's why i left corporate america. it was eating away at me. now the same mentality is coming ot academia. it's like a brush fire turning into a wildfire. and i'm fleeing...