Warning! Emo Post!
I hate when I get those bad reviews from students. I knew there was a reason I wasn't checking my reviews over the break. Apparently I got two "worst teacher ever" comments. One in my AAS FLC, the other in the AS FLC. Their complaints were compelling. *shrug* I can't go back in time, so I should just let it go and move forward and be better. I understand I am not very organized, and I know that my classes aren't always structured, but I pride myself on being a good influence. One of my students wrote that my papers topics were about "sex and violence" and that I was a "bad influence". Wow. That shit cut me to the core. Bad influence? I never saw myself in that way, but--again--maybe I am. Maybe I'm a poor example. I just know if I was anyone different, I would've probably offed myself a long time ago.
And writing about it did NOT make me feel better.
And writing about it did NOT make me feel better.