Jun 01, 2012 21:46
I thought I was at the lowest point in my life a few years ago when my father's asshole behavior toward me reached an all time high. And because my mom was more interested in saving her own neck than looking out for her kid, that just made even worse. I haven't spoken to my dad since and my mom only briefly as all I do is get angry when im around her.
Now this is the lowest I've been and I don't even know where to start. Sometimes I wish I could go into a profession I know id reall be good at so I could hae better income and have one less tthing to worry about but it would not be socially acceptable.
Im a good person. I keep telling myself good things happen to good people.
I feel like that's all I can do right now.