Stew
Yaaaaay 148!
This makes me happy.
Although the actual numbers on the scale are moving slowly but surely, my size has gotten somewhat smaller because of the working out. Things are tightening up and not so jiggly and flabby as they once were. This I can deal with!
The cat keeps chewing wires and I don't know why. I play with her, got her a whole bunch of new toys she likes etc. and still the identity crisis persists. I doubt crate training works on a cat but at this rate I'm hoping it will eventually click if she chews, she ends up in the crate.
I should make something nice for dinner but I don't know what.
My father is being a dick and not speaking to me because I told him Sean and I were living together. In his yelling and screaming he mentioned something about "respect" which at that point I hung up because once again my father thinks it's all about him, I refuse to play into that. The drive in party is on Sunday and he said he better not see me there, because for some reason my father thinks he can tell people what to do even when he's being an asshole. Which I responded with "then I guess you better not go." I'm sure that made him even angrier, that he really can't control me now and he has lost control of the situation entirely. It's not like he can tell me what I can do, and nobody is going to tolerate the nonsense he's creating and he knows it. Which means he'll have to 1)sit home and stew or 2) Come and pretend to play nice. Scenario 1 is much more likely though. My mother as predicted is agreeing with my father even though she doesn't agree to save her own butt. But she admitted as much to my sister so that makes me feel slightly better. Even though Sean has nothing to do with it, he innocently compounds the situation because 1) I moved out on my own after I started dating Sean 2) My father thinks Sean is the reason I moved out and he got angry and hasn't really spoken to me since late January and obviously not Sean, who he has only met twice 3) Now that we're living together, even more hatred to Sean! It's all his fault for everything and I don't know what else.
Now, my mom isn't completely stupid so I'm waiting to see if she'll make an effort to get to know Sean.....because he isn't going anywhere and I'm sure my oldest sister told her as much when they called her to ask (which they always do when something happens to me) DID YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS?. Because usually she does...I don't know why my parents don't get that I always tell her first....it's not like we've never had a "come tell me anything" kind of relationship so yeah my sister is going to know before you because I have that kind of relationship with her. I hope my dad gets over this sooner or later. I don't really care about talking to my dad, it's just that my sister and nephews get caught in the middle and I really feel bad about that. My father thinks everyone should agree with him....but once again he's on his own with this one and gone are the days of putting up with his petty bullshit, we all grew up.
I'm going to go work out now.
-Caroline