So much shit
I love Plastic Tree. Goodbye Bucchi, I will miss you but not all that much because surprisingly I'm not in it for the fandom, just the music and my STRAIGHT UP LUST FOR RYUUTAROU (and Akira and Tadashi, mostly Akira, bring out the taste for old Japanese dudes I have in me that usually lies with L'Arc~en~Ciel).
Last week... I had the weirdest weeked probably ever. Firday, we were supposed to follow Franny to SF at this lolita meetup that I asked their ring leader if we could film and she so kindly ignored me (and responded the same night we contacted her through Franny's account, by the way) but he had to hang out with his dad so me n' various others hung out for 2978293475 hours. Jazzy, Lia, Ming Lao and I went to various locations and eventually at Lia's house Danielle appeared and took me n' Ming Lao off to have an adventure. Not the most exciting adventure, actually, but it was still really fun. Then Saturday, which was the craziest, we interviewed Amanthis for our fail project and we ended up hanging up at her house. Me included. ME INCLUDED. We sang Abba songs on Sing Star. Then we went for ice cream with Pepper and Eric and then we slept over at Teresa's house (not Pepper and Eric :x). It was just so weird. I decided a while ago (for reasons, I'm just too lazy to explain it all) that I don't want to be angry so it was all cool (not bad). But just weird. We watched The Dark Night and didn't do much else.
Then I came home I did nothing. Oh, wait, to add to the weirdness I did some homework.
And MING LAO SAW ZACH BRAFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMGGGGGGGGGGGGG HOW FUCKING COOL IS THAT?!?!?!?!?#ELAJHtkaseurhyk;lqjwief Her uncle called me to tell me (XD) and I hella switched into fangirl mode. OMG SOUHO:SRIJ.
At Teresa's we looked at middle school yearbooks and Egg magazine (LOL~) and I saw my girl Renny when he was in the 6th grade. I died a bit. They were all so cute, though, ALL OF THEM. Anyway, I had to proclaim to him how cute he was. It really annoys me how much friendlier he is online. But I am too, I guess. I'm hella shy and awkward in person.
Lia Takata told me I reminded her of Heechul XD because of our shared love of dancing like WG. Best compliment or insult, I don't know but it makes me happy.
HOLY FUCK SHIT IT WAS ALL IN MY SPAM FOLDER. FUCKING GMAIL HOW THE HELL DO I FIX THIS? IT'S REALLY PISSING ME OFF I WANT TO FUCKING RESPOND TO PEOPLE. HOW ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO HAVE EPIC COMMENT CONVERSATIONS WITH ASHLYN. HOW I SAY. hurrrrrrrrrrnnnngggggggggh, misssssss itttttttttt.
IN MORE RECENT NEWS. FUCKING EPIK HIGH I FUCKING LOVE YOU. SAN FRANCISCO IS WHAT I WANNA HEAR. SHINee, FOLLOW SUIT. April, though. WHY APRIL. Lily Allen, An Cafe and Epik High all in one month? Kind of an overload, but GOD DAMN THE WORLD LOVES ME.
Only not really. Yesterday at school I just broke down. I don't exactly know what for. Well, I do know a big part of it. Cold eyes baby. :\ It was just another thing to make me hate myself. Anyway, I don't know I just cried a lot during photography and then during math, I just couldn't deal with it. When I asked to go to the bathroom Mr. Becker said "How about you go to the counseling office" while he gave me a note that said "Grace D. to counseling office. Very SAD." I was just gonna sit in the stairs or on the toilet and cry but Ming Lao followed me so I decided to actually do something. Which means sitting in the hallway with my old english teacher talking about how fucked up I feel. And Andy walked by :D which was hilarious. We traded phone numbers and she talked to my mom about how she thinks I'm clinically depressed. I'm scared of pills but she wants me on them. Hooray. I've just felt so bad recently and very recently I've felt like dying or nothing at all.
The thought of going to school, I guess the stress of it, literally made me sick so I stayed home. I've lost myself completely.
Anyway. I don't know. Whatever~
Last week... I had the weirdest weeked probably ever. Firday, we were supposed to follow Franny to SF at this lolita meetup that I asked their ring leader if we could film and she so kindly ignored me (and responded the same night we contacted her through Franny's account, by the way) but he had to hang out with his dad so me n' various others hung out for 2978293475 hours. Jazzy, Lia, Ming Lao and I went to various locations and eventually at Lia's house Danielle appeared and took me n' Ming Lao off to have an adventure. Not the most exciting adventure, actually, but it was still really fun. Then Saturday, which was the craziest, we interviewed Amanthis for our fail project and we ended up hanging up at her house. Me included. ME INCLUDED. We sang Abba songs on Sing Star. Then we went for ice cream with Pepper and Eric and then we slept over at Teresa's house (not Pepper and Eric :x). It was just so weird. I decided a while ago (for reasons, I'm just too lazy to explain it all) that I don't want to be angry so it was all cool (not bad). But just weird. We watched The Dark Night and didn't do much else.
Then I came home I did nothing. Oh, wait, to add to the weirdness I did some homework.
And MING LAO SAW ZACH BRAFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMGGGGGGGGGGGGG HOW FUCKING COOL IS THAT?!?!?!?!?#ELAJHtkaseurhyk;lqjwief Her uncle called me to tell me (XD) and I hella switched into fangirl mode. OMG SOUHO:SRIJ.
At Teresa's we looked at middle school yearbooks and Egg magazine (LOL~) and I saw my girl Renny when he was in the 6th grade. I died a bit. They were all so cute, though, ALL OF THEM. Anyway, I had to proclaim to him how cute he was. It really annoys me how much friendlier he is online. But I am too, I guess. I'm hella shy and awkward in person.
Lia Takata told me I reminded her of Heechul XD because of our shared love of dancing like WG. Best compliment or insult, I don't know but it makes me happy.
HOLY FUCK SHIT IT WAS ALL IN MY SPAM FOLDER. FUCKING GMAIL HOW THE HELL DO I FIX THIS? IT'S REALLY PISSING ME OFF I WANT TO FUCKING RESPOND TO PEOPLE. HOW ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO HAVE EPIC COMMENT CONVERSATIONS WITH ASHLYN. HOW I SAY. hurrrrrrrrrrnnnngggggggggh, misssssss itttttttttt.
IN MORE RECENT NEWS. FUCKING EPIK HIGH I FUCKING LOVE YOU. SAN FRANCISCO IS WHAT I WANNA HEAR. SHINee, FOLLOW SUIT. April, though. WHY APRIL. Lily Allen, An Cafe and Epik High all in one month? Kind of an overload, but GOD DAMN THE WORLD LOVES ME.
Only not really. Yesterday at school I just broke down. I don't exactly know what for. Well, I do know a big part of it. Cold eyes baby. :\ It was just another thing to make me hate myself. Anyway, I don't know I just cried a lot during photography and then during math, I just couldn't deal with it. When I asked to go to the bathroom Mr. Becker said "How about you go to the counseling office" while he gave me a note that said "Grace D. to counseling office. Very SAD." I was just gonna sit in the stairs or on the toilet and cry but Ming Lao followed me so I decided to actually do something. Which means sitting in the hallway with my old english teacher talking about how fucked up I feel. And Andy walked by :D which was hilarious. We traded phone numbers and she talked to my mom about how she thinks I'm clinically depressed. I'm scared of pills but she wants me on them. Hooray. I've just felt so bad recently and very recently I've felt like dying or nothing at all.
The thought of going to school, I guess the stress of it, literally made me sick so I stayed home. I've lost myself completely.
Anyway. I don't know. Whatever~