not happy at the moment
i am tired, frustrated, stressed and sad. what a combination, eh.
i tried to patch things up with an old friend, but it definitely didnt work out. we just ended up arguing, and at this point it seems to be completely over. i'm really sad about that. but at the same time, they make me so mad sometimes. but when i'm not mad, i'm laughing. dont know what to do right now. i do believe our friendship is over. obviously whatever was there in the first place wasn't very strong. life moves on, i suppose. maybe they were right. maybe it was my fault. am i really that bad of a person? i find it hard to believe. but, hey, you dont see what you dont want to.
i think i'm going to talk to my couslor about dropping calc. it's so much stress right now, and i dont get anything we're dong, and i cant get help on it. or not enough. so perhaps i should just let go of that one.
anything else is just too personal to share. but, i could really use support right now. it's one of those bumps in the road of my life.