rants of someone who is underfed
i'm pissed at myself. i want to cry, throw tantrums (even though i never did when i was small). and this is just my stomach getting the best of me. the house feels empty. the supplies have been going going gone these days. and i'm alone. there's nothing in the cupboards, nothing in the fridge. heck there's not even any shampoo left! aaaaargh!
i know i have no right to complain. whoever said i should just stay, and not go to the grocery store and buy all the things i don't have? ME. the lazy me. always wins over any argument. so now i'm suffering the consequences--growling stomach, unfavorable demeanor, and i needed to take a bath! but 'doushiyo??? no shampoo!!!' things lke these really irritate me -_-
wonder why my 'rents didn't come how when they said they would. that's also one reason why i put off going to the store. i was hoping they'd do the shopping (like they usually do) for me so i won't have to travel almost an hour to get to the mall (somehow, i don't like shopping at combinis around here).
aaaaaaaaaah! now i'm forced to think (w/c i can't do properly since i'm starved) and improvise. what meal could i possibly come up with the very few things i have in the kitchen? i'm too stingy for food delivery. and i'm not in the mood to go out. this is getting nowhere. damn you, pms.
whatever, i'm taking a bath.