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Wow. damn. I am a bitch. i just realized that.. i have been told that i am a bitch quiet often, but it never occured to me that i really was. lol. oh well. i done fucked up someone elses life, damn. that makes 3 this year. i feel so bad. but yet i know it was the right thing to do. So its all juice. Well its monday, didnt go to school today. dude!! i've been doin good about goin to school now!!! i went 3/5 days last week! im so proud!maybe i can make it 4/5 days this week.. =\ .. maybe not lol. But ne who. Life is pretty good right now. Been babysittin my ass off so i can earn some money to get John a Valentines day gift. Wich he claims he already has everything that he wants now, wich is me.. and that is BS bc YEAH i have everything i want too, but i wont be turnin down no new CD or ne thing. Plus- hes really good to me and i love him. so im gonna spoil him. Chee.. So i've decided that im gonna quit smoking. Its gonna be hard as hell. But i asked my guardian to make me an appt. so i can go to the doct. and get nicotene patches.. if i use them.. and i smoke.. i will puke. damn thats gonna be hard as hell.. its such a great habit. its like eating. u cant live without eating..i cant live with out smoking.. eh. Im goin to the doct soon bc i have to lil knots
on the side of my neck, that worries me, and thats why im trying to quir. *sigh* if only i could smoke with out these worries.
Ne-who. that woman is home now..so im out. <3
on the side of my neck, that worries me, and thats why im trying to quir. *sigh* if only i could smoke with out these worries.
Ne-who. that woman is home now..so im out. <3