multi chapters : will you come back?
Title : Will You Come Back? (2/?)
Author : me~
Type : Multi-chapters
Rating : G or PG?
Pairing : Matsumiya (for this chapter), Sakumiya
Notes : Bad english, wrong grammar(s)
(PREVIOUS CHAPTER)
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Nino drove his car quickly to Sho's apartment. He prayed all the way that Sho's safe. When he arrived there, he rushed to 7th floor, where Sho's room was. He immediately put the room key from his pocket, and opened the door. He saw someone was standing still at the balcony. The standing figure was looking down the street silently. Nino walked approach him, and wrapped his hands around the taller boy's waist and pressed his head against his back.
"... Sho-chan..."
Sho turned around so he could facing the smaller boy. He ruffled Nino's head gently.
"Nino... I'm sorry."
Then Sho loosened Nino's arms from his waist, and walked away from him. Nino looked at Sho curiously, and he didn't know why Sho avoided Nino's eyes. Like a shadow, then suddenly he's gone. Nino looked everywhere, and found Sho's falling down to the ground.
"S-SHO-CHAN!!", he screamed.
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"KAZU!"
Nino tried to get his eyes open. He rubbed his eyes, adjusting to the lights above his head. Realized that his forehead full of sweats, his pale palm wiped it. He was in a white room. It felt so warm, and there were 3 guys sitting around him with their worried faces. He looked around for a few seconds, and rubbed his eyes again. Jun grabbed Nino's left hand tightly. His face just... Looked so apprehensive.
"Where...am I? And why?", Nino asked weakly.
"You're in Jun's apartment. You fainted at the change room during our music performance...", Ohno stroked the younger boy's hair as he wiped Nino's sweaty forehead.
"Then you always screamed and delirioused when you're unconscious...", Aiba replied.
"I think you're better now, Kazu. You weren't have any fever at all...", Jun said as he checked Nino's forehead.
"... Where's Sho-chan?"
The other Arashi members shocked. The dark and sad atmosphere surronded a whole room. The room suddenly changed into a silent and deserted place. Nino just looked at his bandmates's gloomy faces. They didn't say anything.
"Ah, I know. He's waiting for me at the living room, right? I'll go there!", Nino chuckled.
Nino left Jun's room and he went to the living room, of course nobody there. Ah, today's Sunday, right? Of course Sho-chan's in News Zero..., Nino thought. He took the television-remote, and turned on the tv. It's broadcasted the News Zero, but it's showed the accident's reports. Nino just looked at it with his empty glanced. He let his tears escaping through his white cheeks, and fell down to the floor. Realized Nino's crying, Jun dashed to the living room, and he found the shorter boy was standing silently in front of the television. The DoS man immediately gave a tight hug to Nino, and let him cry in Jun's arms.
"Why... is so... sudden?", Nino's shaking hands clutched onto Jun's cardigan.
Jun's heart tugged painfully. He didn't want Nino sad after all. Jun let him with another man, as long as Nino's happy. He wanted Nino became the happiest person in the world. And if he saw Nino's in sadness, his heart ached. Sho's getting into a terrifying accident, and he lost now. No one knew where he was, and no one could make sure that he's in a good condition. He didn't want Sho died, but he can't strove against the facts.
Heard Nino was crying in the living room, Aiba and Ohno hurried to go there. Ohno stroked Nino's hair and gave him some supports. Aiba checked all the news programs on TV, and most of them broadcasting the same news.
Nino couldn't stop crying for a whole day, and all members of Arashi were worrying about his concerned behaviours. Aiba and Ohno decided to go to the agency. They wanted to talk about this incident to Johnny-san, and what should they do without Sho, maybe for long time. Nino loosened his grip on Jun's cardigan, and he fainted again. Jun quickly catch Nino's skinny body, and carried him in bridal style. Jun laid Nino onto his bed and tugged a warm blanket for him. Jun softly caressed Nino's red cheek, and kiss his forehead gently.
"I don't want to see you like this, Kazu...", Jun mumbled.
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A week passed, and there wasn't any news about Sho. No one knew he's safe or not, and no one knew where he was. The polices tried to search Sakurai Sho and the other 2 victims, but there wasn't any reports from them. All of the agency staffs and Arashi were waiting for police's reports, and they're feel so curious about it. They're started thinking that the 3 lost victims had already died, but no one said that. They kept hoping that the 3 victims still safe, especially Sakurai Sho.
And the worst is, Nino kept silence all the time. He didn't want to talk and he always looked sad and lonely. Aiba, Jun, and Ohno always gave him supports, but it changed nothing. Nino didn't give any responses when someone asked or greeted him. Nino didn't want to eat anything, and he's lack of sleep, so there were a dark circles under his eyes. The other members of Arashi had frozen in shock when they saw it. They knew that he's very, very depressed about that accident, but he shouldn't act like that.
"Please, Kazu. Eat something. You would get sick if you didn't eat anything...", said Jun worriedly.
They were in Jun's bedroom. Nino lived there now, because he didn't want to go anywhere. Nino's gone to Sho's apartment hundred times, but it caused Nino's crying again and again, so Aiba and Ohno suggested Jun to let Nino lived in the DoS man's apartment. Jun still trying to feed Nino, but Nino refused it. Jun sighed, and placed the cream-soup on the table. He's extending his hand forward, and stroked Nino's hair carefully.
"Sho's member of Arashi, right? We can be like this success, because of him too. We passed tears and happiness together... We also laughed and cried, but we're always together, and nothing can break our friendship. When someone from us in sadness, then the others would cheer him up. And what about Sho if he see you like this?", Jun said softly. Nino didn't give any replies, and looked at Jun's face silently.
"Be brave, Kazu. If you're happy, we're happy too. It's for Sho's happiness too, right? We can be like this because of him, and we must keep it up... I'm sure that he wants us be happy everytime... Please, don't be like this, Kazu..."
Nino bit his bottom lip. He closed his eyes tightly, and thought about Jun's words clearly. Yes, Jun's right, it's for Sho too. But, Sho wasn't there now. Nino started crying again. Jun hugged him tightly and soothed Nino's back. Nino grasped Jun's arms tightly.
"... Jun... I can't... without... him....", Nino sobbed.
"... Can I...", Jun sighed, and took a deep breath. "Can I... replace Sho... from your heart?"
"...What?", Nino asked weakly as he loosened his grip on Jun's warm arm.
Jun remembered Aiba's words last night when he visited Nino in Jun's apartment.
Jun, you should take care of him, okay? You love Nino, and I know it perfectly. We don't know about Sho's condition now. Me and Oh-chan will try to search him, with police's helps. And what are you going to do is, make sure that Nino would stop his moping behaviours, and make sure he won't be like that again. Take care of him. We are counting on you, okay?
Jun just in silence when Aiba said that. It's true, Jun loved Nino.
"I love you, Kazu. I love you so much", Jun said as he tighened his arm circling around Nino's thin body.
Nino's eyes widened. He didn't supposed that Jun loved him.
"... I'm sorry, Jun..."
Jun loosened his hug and looked at Nino's red face sadly.
"You're my best friend ever, Jun. You're always beside me when I need someone to rely on. You're always give me some supports when I'm in despair. But... You can't... replace Sho-chan from my heart... He's different...", Nino reasoned as he held Jun's palm softly.
Jun showed his bitter smile and grabbed tight the gamer's shoulders. "... I see..."
"That's okay, Kazu. But please you shouldn't be this depressed again. You're worrying us too much. You wouldn't eat all the time, and you couldn't sleep for one week!"
Nino looked at Jun's eyes sadly. "I'm sorry..."
"And... I'm pretty sure that Sho's still alive."
"... How do you know?"
"I don't know, but... I can feel it."
"Really? I don't believe... If Sho-chan's died too... He must be alive...", Nino smiled a little.
"See? He's alive, and we're sure about it. Smile, Kazu. I'm sure Sho wants to see your smile...", said Jun as he caressed Nino's cheek.
"Thanks for all of your supports, Jun. You're right. I must keep brave and smiling for Sho-chan..."
Jun gave the older boy warm smiled, and ruffled his hair. He's happy that his bandmate could smile again. But it hurted Jun's heart a bit, because the guy that he loved smile for another man.
"So... I want to eat your soup, Jun. I'm terribly hungry..."
"Okay, okay."
Jun gave a bowl full of cream shop that he's made, and Nino ate it deliciously. When Nino's eating, Jun always looked at the older boy. He smiled at him all the time. Realized Jun's looking at him continuously, he turned his head and looked at Jun. "What's wrong?"
"Nope", Jun shook his head.
Suddenly someone knocked Jun's apartment's door hardly.
"JUN! OPEN THE DOOR!"
"Aiba? What happened?", Jun murmured.
Jun and Nino walked immediately to the door, and opened it.
"What happened?", Jun knitted his eyebrows.
"You're so noisy, Aiba-chan...", said Nino.
Aiba panted, and he took a deep breath. A little smile showed from his face. "We've found Sho-kun! He's still alive! Someone found him!"
TO BE CONTINUED
alriiiight~
I haven't decided about the ending yet. I still confused about matsumiya and sakumiya, I love both T.T
comments and suggestions are love~
Author : me~
Type : Multi-chapters
Rating : G or PG?
Pairing : Matsumiya (for this chapter), Sakumiya
Notes : Bad english, wrong grammar(s)
(PREVIOUS CHAPTER)
-------
Nino drove his car quickly to Sho's apartment. He prayed all the way that Sho's safe. When he arrived there, he rushed to 7th floor, where Sho's room was. He immediately put the room key from his pocket, and opened the door. He saw someone was standing still at the balcony. The standing figure was looking down the street silently. Nino walked approach him, and wrapped his hands around the taller boy's waist and pressed his head against his back.
"... Sho-chan..."
Sho turned around so he could facing the smaller boy. He ruffled Nino's head gently.
"Nino... I'm sorry."
Then Sho loosened Nino's arms from his waist, and walked away from him. Nino looked at Sho curiously, and he didn't know why Sho avoided Nino's eyes. Like a shadow, then suddenly he's gone. Nino looked everywhere, and found Sho's falling down to the ground.
"S-SHO-CHAN!!", he screamed.
-----
"KAZU!"
Nino tried to get his eyes open. He rubbed his eyes, adjusting to the lights above his head. Realized that his forehead full of sweats, his pale palm wiped it. He was in a white room. It felt so warm, and there were 3 guys sitting around him with their worried faces. He looked around for a few seconds, and rubbed his eyes again. Jun grabbed Nino's left hand tightly. His face just... Looked so apprehensive.
"Where...am I? And why?", Nino asked weakly.
"You're in Jun's apartment. You fainted at the change room during our music performance...", Ohno stroked the younger boy's hair as he wiped Nino's sweaty forehead.
"Then you always screamed and delirioused when you're unconscious...", Aiba replied.
"I think you're better now, Kazu. You weren't have any fever at all...", Jun said as he checked Nino's forehead.
"... Where's Sho-chan?"
The other Arashi members shocked. The dark and sad atmosphere surronded a whole room. The room suddenly changed into a silent and deserted place. Nino just looked at his bandmates's gloomy faces. They didn't say anything.
"Ah, I know. He's waiting for me at the living room, right? I'll go there!", Nino chuckled.
Nino left Jun's room and he went to the living room, of course nobody there. Ah, today's Sunday, right? Of course Sho-chan's in News Zero..., Nino thought. He took the television-remote, and turned on the tv. It's broadcasted the News Zero, but it's showed the accident's reports. Nino just looked at it with his empty glanced. He let his tears escaping through his white cheeks, and fell down to the floor. Realized Nino's crying, Jun dashed to the living room, and he found the shorter boy was standing silently in front of the television. The DoS man immediately gave a tight hug to Nino, and let him cry in Jun's arms.
"Why... is so... sudden?", Nino's shaking hands clutched onto Jun's cardigan.
Jun's heart tugged painfully. He didn't want Nino sad after all. Jun let him with another man, as long as Nino's happy. He wanted Nino became the happiest person in the world. And if he saw Nino's in sadness, his heart ached. Sho's getting into a terrifying accident, and he lost now. No one knew where he was, and no one could make sure that he's in a good condition. He didn't want Sho died, but he can't strove against the facts.
Heard Nino was crying in the living room, Aiba and Ohno hurried to go there. Ohno stroked Nino's hair and gave him some supports. Aiba checked all the news programs on TV, and most of them broadcasting the same news.
Nino couldn't stop crying for a whole day, and all members of Arashi were worrying about his concerned behaviours. Aiba and Ohno decided to go to the agency. They wanted to talk about this incident to Johnny-san, and what should they do without Sho, maybe for long time. Nino loosened his grip on Jun's cardigan, and he fainted again. Jun quickly catch Nino's skinny body, and carried him in bridal style. Jun laid Nino onto his bed and tugged a warm blanket for him. Jun softly caressed Nino's red cheek, and kiss his forehead gently.
"I don't want to see you like this, Kazu...", Jun mumbled.
-------
A week passed, and there wasn't any news about Sho. No one knew he's safe or not, and no one knew where he was. The polices tried to search Sakurai Sho and the other 2 victims, but there wasn't any reports from them. All of the agency staffs and Arashi were waiting for police's reports, and they're feel so curious about it. They're started thinking that the 3 lost victims had already died, but no one said that. They kept hoping that the 3 victims still safe, especially Sakurai Sho.
And the worst is, Nino kept silence all the time. He didn't want to talk and he always looked sad and lonely. Aiba, Jun, and Ohno always gave him supports, but it changed nothing. Nino didn't give any responses when someone asked or greeted him. Nino didn't want to eat anything, and he's lack of sleep, so there were a dark circles under his eyes. The other members of Arashi had frozen in shock when they saw it. They knew that he's very, very depressed about that accident, but he shouldn't act like that.
"Please, Kazu. Eat something. You would get sick if you didn't eat anything...", said Jun worriedly.
They were in Jun's bedroom. Nino lived there now, because he didn't want to go anywhere. Nino's gone to Sho's apartment hundred times, but it caused Nino's crying again and again, so Aiba and Ohno suggested Jun to let Nino lived in the DoS man's apartment. Jun still trying to feed Nino, but Nino refused it. Jun sighed, and placed the cream-soup on the table. He's extending his hand forward, and stroked Nino's hair carefully.
"Sho's member of Arashi, right? We can be like this success, because of him too. We passed tears and happiness together... We also laughed and cried, but we're always together, and nothing can break our friendship. When someone from us in sadness, then the others would cheer him up. And what about Sho if he see you like this?", Jun said softly. Nino didn't give any replies, and looked at Jun's face silently.
"Be brave, Kazu. If you're happy, we're happy too. It's for Sho's happiness too, right? We can be like this because of him, and we must keep it up... I'm sure that he wants us be happy everytime... Please, don't be like this, Kazu..."
Nino bit his bottom lip. He closed his eyes tightly, and thought about Jun's words clearly. Yes, Jun's right, it's for Sho too. But, Sho wasn't there now. Nino started crying again. Jun hugged him tightly and soothed Nino's back. Nino grasped Jun's arms tightly.
"... Jun... I can't... without... him....", Nino sobbed.
"... Can I...", Jun sighed, and took a deep breath. "Can I... replace Sho... from your heart?"
"...What?", Nino asked weakly as he loosened his grip on Jun's warm arm.
Jun remembered Aiba's words last night when he visited Nino in Jun's apartment.
Jun, you should take care of him, okay? You love Nino, and I know it perfectly. We don't know about Sho's condition now. Me and Oh-chan will try to search him, with police's helps. And what are you going to do is, make sure that Nino would stop his moping behaviours, and make sure he won't be like that again. Take care of him. We are counting on you, okay?
Jun just in silence when Aiba said that. It's true, Jun loved Nino.
"I love you, Kazu. I love you so much", Jun said as he tighened his arm circling around Nino's thin body.
Nino's eyes widened. He didn't supposed that Jun loved him.
"... I'm sorry, Jun..."
Jun loosened his hug and looked at Nino's red face sadly.
"You're my best friend ever, Jun. You're always beside me when I need someone to rely on. You're always give me some supports when I'm in despair. But... You can't... replace Sho-chan from my heart... He's different...", Nino reasoned as he held Jun's palm softly.
Jun showed his bitter smile and grabbed tight the gamer's shoulders. "... I see..."
"That's okay, Kazu. But please you shouldn't be this depressed again. You're worrying us too much. You wouldn't eat all the time, and you couldn't sleep for one week!"
Nino looked at Jun's eyes sadly. "I'm sorry..."
"And... I'm pretty sure that Sho's still alive."
"... How do you know?"
"I don't know, but... I can feel it."
"Really? I don't believe... If Sho-chan's died too... He must be alive...", Nino smiled a little.
"See? He's alive, and we're sure about it. Smile, Kazu. I'm sure Sho wants to see your smile...", said Jun as he caressed Nino's cheek.
"Thanks for all of your supports, Jun. You're right. I must keep brave and smiling for Sho-chan..."
Jun gave the older boy warm smiled, and ruffled his hair. He's happy that his bandmate could smile again. But it hurted Jun's heart a bit, because the guy that he loved smile for another man.
"So... I want to eat your soup, Jun. I'm terribly hungry..."
"Okay, okay."
Jun gave a bowl full of cream shop that he's made, and Nino ate it deliciously. When Nino's eating, Jun always looked at the older boy. He smiled at him all the time. Realized Jun's looking at him continuously, he turned his head and looked at Jun. "What's wrong?"
"Nope", Jun shook his head.
Suddenly someone knocked Jun's apartment's door hardly.
"JUN! OPEN THE DOOR!"
"Aiba? What happened?", Jun murmured.
Jun and Nino walked immediately to the door, and opened it.
"What happened?", Jun knitted his eyebrows.
"You're so noisy, Aiba-chan...", said Nino.
Aiba panted, and he took a deep breath. A little smile showed from his face. "We've found Sho-kun! He's still alive! Someone found him!"
TO BE CONTINUED
alriiiight~
I haven't decided about the ending yet. I still confused about matsumiya and sakumiya, I love both T.T
comments and suggestions are love~