fanfic : Konayuki (oneshot)
Title : Konayuki (The Powdered Snow)
Author : me
Type : Oneshot
Rating : G
Pairing : YamaJima (Yuto Centric)
Notes : I know that Christmas was already passed (about 3 and a half months ago, right?), but because I listened again to Konayuki song from Remioromen, I decided to make this fic. So forgive me, okay? XD
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It's December. It means that it's a winter. Yuto was walking around the city night. He wore a grey scarf and a thick jacket. His nose became red because the icy weather around him. HIs breath was really heavy. He walked along Shibuya, looked the people around him were very happy to welcoming Christmas. Yeah, it's 24th December. He walked alone. No JUMP that day, because they had some Christmas activities with their beloved family. And the worst was, no Yamada beside him. Yuto was always thinking about him. Yes, he loved him. But Yuto know that Yamada was busy with his dorama shooting that day, so he felt so lonely. Yamada was so busy that time, so he can't share his time for Yuto, even just a little short time. Yuto sighed. He took his iPod from his pocket and shuffled the tracks. And he was completely stupefied with the song.
Konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo surechigai
Hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora miteru noni
Kaze ni fukarete nita you ni kogoeru noni
He was in silent. He remembered the last Christmas with Yamada. They were sat on the same bench in the city-park, side by side. They looked the crimson sky above them, full of puffy clouds. Birds were singing along the time, and the sun was really beautiful that day. They looked around. Some people were walking around them. The people waited for the Christmas night impatiently. The girls were laughed together and the boys were thinking about their presents for their girls. Some children were walking happily with their parents, and they looked so pleased that day. But in Yuto's mind, there was just Yamada. Same as Yamada, no one in his heart, just Yuto. They looked each other, and smiled. They felt the comfortable breeze blew their faces, and they enjoyed it.
Boku wa kimi no subete nado shittewa inai darou
Soredemo ichiokunin kara kimi wo mitsuketayo
Konkyo wa nai kedo honki de omotterunda
He continued his walk. He arrived at the small bridge near the station. He leaned his body on the hedge, and looked at the people around. He knew, this is the place that he and Yamada met for the first time. It was around 2004. Yuto was 11, same as Yamada. Little Yuto walked after his school, and saw there's a boy cried in front of him. He approached the boy, and asked him. He was lost. Yuto smiled. So he accompanied him to search his mom in the crowd of people. He helped him searched along his mom, and finally they found her. The boy thanked him, and Yuto gave him a warm smile.
Sasai na ii ai mo nakute wararai onaji jikan wo ikitenado ikenai
Sunao ni narenai nara yorokobi no kanashimi mo munashii dake
He looked at the starry sky. He remembered the time that Yamada was in dispute with him. Yuto a bit moody that time, so that made Yuto got angry easily. On that time, Yamada was asking something with Yuto. But Yuto didn't hear him, because there's a little problem with his family. Yamada's worrying him, but Yuto didn't care about Yamada. Yuto just thought about his family. Yamada's heart offended, and he left Yuto alone. Yuto noticed that Yamada wasn't around him again, so he searched him along. Yuto found him. Yamada's sitting on the bench at the roof-top of Jimusho. He was looking the gloomy sky with his teary eyes. Yuto approached him, and sat beside him. He looked at Yamada's face. There's a tears on his cheeks. Yuto wiped it, and said "I'm sorry..."
Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo wake au koto ga dekita no kai?
Yuto sighed. He still looked at the starry sky. Still at those memories, he remembered that after he said that, Yamada turned his face. His teary eyes looked at Yuto's eyes deeply. Yuto held Yamada's hands, and put it on Yuto's chest. Yamada can felt Yuto's heart was beating, and Yuto looked at Yamada's face. "I love you...", said Yuto. He suddenly pressed his lips to Yamada's soft lips, and the snow was falling above their head.
Boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshiatete
Sono koe no suru hou he sutto fukaku made
Orite yukitai soko de mou ichido aou
Yuto sighed again. He missed Yamada obviously. He looked around, and he saw an empty bench. He sat on it. He looked at the other side, but no one there. He wanted Yamada to fill that place, and show his warm smile to Yuto. Yuto closed his eyes. He can felt his heart was beating so fast, and hear Yamada's voice from his heart. He missed him. He held his grey scarf tightly, because it's the most precious thing for Yuto. Yes, that scarf was from Yamada.
Wakari ai tai nante mo uwabe wo nedete ita no wa boku no hou
Kimi no kajikanda te mo nigiri shimeru koto dake de tsunagatteita noni
Yuto opened his eyes. He looked at the couple in front of him. They looked so lovely, and their hands tied each other. Yuto just shut. He clenched his fist, and held it. He missed Yamada's warm hands that time. He sniffed, and looked at the sky again. The weather became more freezing now.
Konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku
Zaratsuku asufaruto no ue shimi ni natte yuku yo
He stood up, and rubbed his hands. It's pretty cold that time. He took his glove from his pocket, and wore it. Yuto was completely thinking about him now. His mind was full of him. He walked to the hedge, and watched the highway under the bridge. And suddenly the white snow fell above him and melted on his warm jacket. He went to the city-park, and sat on the empty bench under the lamplight.
Konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
Soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamori tzuketai
Then suddenly Yuto's tears fell down on his red cheeks. He closed his eyes. He felt so lonely. "I need you... Now...", he whispered. But he knew that's really impossible. Yamada was very busy now, he can't shared his little time for Yuto again. Yuto just met him rarely, in rehearsal or in concert, and school. Yamada never spent his time again with Yuto. Yuto felt so much pain in his heart. Then someone tapped his back. He looked at it.
"Ya..Yama-chan?", said him.
"Yes, it's me...", Yamada gave him a warm smile and sat beside him.
"But...How you..."
"I'm quitting my job for the Christmas...", he wiped Yuto's tears.
"Bu...But-"
"Listen, Yuto... This is my chance to meet you again. And to be honest, I miss you... So much..."
Yuto smiled. Yuto held Yamada's cheeks, and kissed him.
"You know....", said Yuto. He grabbed Yamada's hand tigthly.
"Un? What?"
"This snow..."
"Kirei ne...", Yamada said.
"Yeah. Do you remember something about this?"
"Un. You mean... The time that we had a quarrel about 1 year ago?"
"Yes... The snow was so beautiful too that time...", Yuto smiled.
"I know it..."
"But, the most beautiful for me is you..."
"....Thanks...", Yamada smiled at him warmly.
Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara
Yuto looked the dark and cloudly sky. The stars were hiding behind the clouds. There was nothing on the sky, just a dark cloud and snow. But the most important was, his precious one was beside him. And Yuto knew that his feelings just for Yamada. Forever.
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Okay. Sorry if I'm failed.XDD
Comments are appreciated~
Author : me
Type : Oneshot
Rating : G
Pairing : YamaJima (Yuto Centric)
Notes : I know that Christmas was already passed (about 3 and a half months ago, right?), but because I listened again to Konayuki song from Remioromen, I decided to make this fic. So forgive me, okay? XD
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It's December. It means that it's a winter. Yuto was walking around the city night. He wore a grey scarf and a thick jacket. His nose became red because the icy weather around him. HIs breath was really heavy. He walked along Shibuya, looked the people around him were very happy to welcoming Christmas. Yeah, it's 24th December. He walked alone. No JUMP that day, because they had some Christmas activities with their beloved family. And the worst was, no Yamada beside him. Yuto was always thinking about him. Yes, he loved him. But Yuto know that Yamada was busy with his dorama shooting that day, so he felt so lonely. Yamada was so busy that time, so he can't share his time for Yuto, even just a little short time. Yuto sighed. He took his iPod from his pocket and shuffled the tracks. And he was completely stupefied with the song.
Konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo surechigai
Hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora miteru noni
Kaze ni fukarete nita you ni kogoeru noni
He was in silent. He remembered the last Christmas with Yamada. They were sat on the same bench in the city-park, side by side. They looked the crimson sky above them, full of puffy clouds. Birds were singing along the time, and the sun was really beautiful that day. They looked around. Some people were walking around them. The people waited for the Christmas night impatiently. The girls were laughed together and the boys were thinking about their presents for their girls. Some children were walking happily with their parents, and they looked so pleased that day. But in Yuto's mind, there was just Yamada. Same as Yamada, no one in his heart, just Yuto. They looked each other, and smiled. They felt the comfortable breeze blew their faces, and they enjoyed it.
Boku wa kimi no subete nado shittewa inai darou
Soredemo ichiokunin kara kimi wo mitsuketayo
Konkyo wa nai kedo honki de omotterunda
He continued his walk. He arrived at the small bridge near the station. He leaned his body on the hedge, and looked at the people around. He knew, this is the place that he and Yamada met for the first time. It was around 2004. Yuto was 11, same as Yamada. Little Yuto walked after his school, and saw there's a boy cried in front of him. He approached the boy, and asked him. He was lost. Yuto smiled. So he accompanied him to search his mom in the crowd of people. He helped him searched along his mom, and finally they found her. The boy thanked him, and Yuto gave him a warm smile.
Sasai na ii ai mo nakute wararai onaji jikan wo ikitenado ikenai
Sunao ni narenai nara yorokobi no kanashimi mo munashii dake
He looked at the starry sky. He remembered the time that Yamada was in dispute with him. Yuto a bit moody that time, so that made Yuto got angry easily. On that time, Yamada was asking something with Yuto. But Yuto didn't hear him, because there's a little problem with his family. Yamada's worrying him, but Yuto didn't care about Yamada. Yuto just thought about his family. Yamada's heart offended, and he left Yuto alone. Yuto noticed that Yamada wasn't around him again, so he searched him along. Yuto found him. Yamada's sitting on the bench at the roof-top of Jimusho. He was looking the gloomy sky with his teary eyes. Yuto approached him, and sat beside him. He looked at Yamada's face. There's a tears on his cheeks. Yuto wiped it, and said "I'm sorry..."
Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo wake au koto ga dekita no kai?
Yuto sighed. He still looked at the starry sky. Still at those memories, he remembered that after he said that, Yamada turned his face. His teary eyes looked at Yuto's eyes deeply. Yuto held Yamada's hands, and put it on Yuto's chest. Yamada can felt Yuto's heart was beating, and Yuto looked at Yamada's face. "I love you...", said Yuto. He suddenly pressed his lips to Yamada's soft lips, and the snow was falling above their head.
Boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshiatete
Sono koe no suru hou he sutto fukaku made
Orite yukitai soko de mou ichido aou
Yuto sighed again. He missed Yamada obviously. He looked around, and he saw an empty bench. He sat on it. He looked at the other side, but no one there. He wanted Yamada to fill that place, and show his warm smile to Yuto. Yuto closed his eyes. He can felt his heart was beating so fast, and hear Yamada's voice from his heart. He missed him. He held his grey scarf tightly, because it's the most precious thing for Yuto. Yes, that scarf was from Yamada.
Wakari ai tai nante mo uwabe wo nedete ita no wa boku no hou
Kimi no kajikanda te mo nigiri shimeru koto dake de tsunagatteita noni
Yuto opened his eyes. He looked at the couple in front of him. They looked so lovely, and their hands tied each other. Yuto just shut. He clenched his fist, and held it. He missed Yamada's warm hands that time. He sniffed, and looked at the sky again. The weather became more freezing now.
Konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku
Zaratsuku asufaruto no ue shimi ni natte yuku yo
He stood up, and rubbed his hands. It's pretty cold that time. He took his glove from his pocket, and wore it. Yuto was completely thinking about him now. His mind was full of him. He walked to the hedge, and watched the highway under the bridge. And suddenly the white snow fell above him and melted on his warm jacket. He went to the city-park, and sat on the empty bench under the lamplight.
Konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
Soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamori tzuketai
Then suddenly Yuto's tears fell down on his red cheeks. He closed his eyes. He felt so lonely. "I need you... Now...", he whispered. But he knew that's really impossible. Yamada was very busy now, he can't shared his little time for Yuto again. Yuto just met him rarely, in rehearsal or in concert, and school. Yamada never spent his time again with Yuto. Yuto felt so much pain in his heart. Then someone tapped his back. He looked at it.
"Ya..Yama-chan?", said him.
"Yes, it's me...", Yamada gave him a warm smile and sat beside him.
"But...How you..."
"I'm quitting my job for the Christmas...", he wiped Yuto's tears.
"Bu...But-"
"Listen, Yuto... This is my chance to meet you again. And to be honest, I miss you... So much..."
Yuto smiled. Yuto held Yamada's cheeks, and kissed him.
"You know....", said Yuto. He grabbed Yamada's hand tigthly.
"Un? What?"
"This snow..."
"Kirei ne...", Yamada said.
"Yeah. Do you remember something about this?"
"Un. You mean... The time that we had a quarrel about 1 year ago?"
"Yes... The snow was so beautiful too that time...", Yuto smiled.
"I know it..."
"But, the most beautiful for me is you..."
"....Thanks...", Yamada smiled at him warmly.
Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara
Yuto looked the dark and cloudly sky. The stars were hiding behind the clouds. There was nothing on the sky, just a dark cloud and snow. But the most important was, his precious one was beside him. And Yuto knew that his feelings just for Yamada. Forever.
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Okay. Sorry if I'm failed.XDD
Comments are appreciated~