Jealous Hae
Title: Jealous Hae
Pairing: HyukHae / Eunhae
Genre: Romance, slight Angst (?)
Rating: PG-13
Warning: None, I think xD
Disclaimer: As much as I would, I don't own them. Only the idea :D
Summary: Donghae is jealous and thinks Eunhyuk is cheating on him.
A/N 1: my first ever post xD *throws confetti*
It was finally 2011. For him, 2010 was a troubling yet funny year. He had so many memories of good experiences and wonderful moments, but equally to the amount of happiness he felt sadness in 2010.
Hangeng’s leaving, Heechul’s depression, Kangin’s decision to join the army and so on.
That was enough to make the ‘King of Tears’ shed a few of them. So now, Donghae is looking forward to 2011.
The New Year started with a full schedule for everyone. After three months, meaning it’s march, Donghae got a little frustrated.
He didn’t see Eunhyuk at all in the last time and it was a clear fact to everyone that Donghae needed his daily dosage of Eunhyuk. He couldn’t live without it.
And there was one more thing that made him frown. One member of KARA had quite the same schedule as his monkey in the last time.
They shared some sweet moments on TV and even if the camera was off they smiled at each other, only how lovers would do.
One more problem was that the fans loved it, they loved the Hyukri couple.
Thinking about it, the jealous and possessive Hae came out and went on rage.
He really wanted to trust his boyfriend, but it wasn’t that easy when he saw them, Eunhyuk and Gyuri, together.
On one day Donghae couldn’t sleep well and stood up since it was already morning. He took a fast shower, dressed himself (with a T-Shirt which he got as present from Eunhyuk) and went in his room again.
He looked at his schedule plan and for that day it said: “Star K ing.” Going to Star King meant spending some time with his beloved Eunhyuk.
He was really happy about that and couldn’t await it. Because Donghae loved skinship he was cuddling to Eunhyuk while they were driving and in the studio, where Star King is recorded, he never left his side.
While recording Eunhyuk was sitting, like always, in the front row. Donghae was sitting right behind him.
Sometimes, when the camera wasn’t focused on them he would draw circles with his finger on his lover’s back and the later would shudder under his touch.
The response Eunhyuk’s body gave him made Donghae smile. He knew that he was the only one who could make his body react because of such a simple touch. He loved that.
Finally the recording had finished. He talked a bit with the other idols and his friends before he realized that he didn’t see Eunhyuk anywhere.
He excused himself and began searching for his monkey. After searching for about 10 minutes he heard two voices.
“Oppa, are you sure that it doesn’t hurt?” a female voice asked. He knew whom that voice belonged to. Before he turned around the corner to look who the ‘unknown’ people were, he stopped.
He wanted to hear the answer of the second person first; he wanted to hear his voice. “Na, I’m perfectly fine. You’re imaging things.”
Upon hearing the second voice Donghae wided his eyes in shock. “Why? Why are those two together alone?” he thought while running away from the scene.
He really couldn’t believe it. Slowly his jealousy and the anger took over Donghae’s mind. He was filled with so many emotions that he couldn’t hold them in any longer.
He punched his fist against a random wall next to a waiting room. His breathing was heavy. He didn’t know what to think anymore, he was lost.
As they were driving home in the group van, Donghae sat down on the seat furthest away from Eunhyuk. And that certainly wasn’t normal. Donghae always, ALWAYS sat next to his lover.
That’s like an unwritten rule. So it was obvious that Eunhyuk wondered about the strange behavior of his boyfriend.
They were getting out of the van when they arrived at their dorms and Eunhyuk used this chance to grab Donghae’s arm and talk to him. “Hae? You know, somehow you’re strange today. Tell me what it is, I can help you,” the monkey said.
The younger wasn’t facing the older. Donghae gritted his teeth. Eunhyuk was stubborn, so he didn’t let it bother him when the younger didn’t say anything. “Hae, please tell-,” in that moment Donghae forced his arm away from Eunhyuk’s grip.
He glared at the older and began to walk in the direction of the dorms. Eunhyuk was left behind; shock was written all over his face.
Donghae just glared at him and the message that came with his look probably wasn’t a good one.
Now Eunhyuk really wanted to know why Donghae was so pissed. He quickly followed his lover. Donghae entered the main door of the 12th floor.
He didn’t care about the look he got from the other members. He entered his room and slammed the door behind him to shut it.
A few seconds later you could hear how the door was opened and closed again. Donghae wasn’t facing the door; he looked out of the window which was in the opposite direction.
His mind was drenched in anger and frustration and it was filled even more with negative thoughts when pictures of his Monkey Eunhyuk and the Goddess Gyuri popped up in his head.
This resulted in his head and mind going blank, not noticing the footsteps behind him, which came closer. He felt two arms slowly wrapping around his waist from behind.
The person whispered in his ear: “Hae, why are you so angry?”
When he heard this seriously meant question he felt so ridiculous. Wasn’t it obvious why he was so angry?
He clenched his fists and removed the arms of his lover from his waist. He turned around to face him.
Eunhyuk took a step back and was shocked again. He had never seen Donghae this angry before.
Donghae had to calm down or else he would've directly screamed into Eunhyuk’s face and that was the least he wanted right now.
He took some deep breaths of air and asked with his eyes closed: “Isn’t it pretty obvious why I’m angry?”
Eunhyuk looked at him with a confused expression. Donghae saw that and got even more furious.
He answered his confused look with a raised voice: “Oh please Eunhyuk. Anybody would be mad at his lover if he found out that he cheats on you.”
Eunhyuk took a few second till he realized what Donghae was talking about. He stuttered: “Hae, what are you talking about? I’ve never cheated on you. With whom anyway?”
In Donghae everything exploded. Why would he now lie to him? He clearly saw it with his own eyes that he cheated on him.
Now Donghae was yelling: “Lee Hyukjae, why are you pretending to be so dense? Why are you lying to me? I saw you and Gyuri, the way you look at each other, the way you smile at her…your actions tell me more than 1000 words. You thought I wouldn’t notice, well, then you were wrong.”
Eunhyuk was in shock, he couldn’t find words. His mouth and tongue were numb, his mind went blank for a short time and his whole body started to shake.
Hot tears wanted to come out of his eyes, but he fought them back. He brought himself to say something: “So, you’re thinking I’m cheating on you?”
Donghae looked down and nodded his head.
“With Gyuri?” Donghae nodded again.
“And you think I lied to you right now when I said that I’m not cheating on you?” Again Donghae nodded his head.
Now his tears were free and they used the opportunity to flow down his face like a never ending river.
Between sobs Eunhyuk managed to say: “I-It’s always…n-nice to k-k-know how much y-your boyfriend trusts you…or d-doesn’t trust you.”
He turned around. “I think it’s better if I’m going now.”
With these words he quickly ran out of the younger’s room. Donghae didn’t know what to do; he sank on the ground, holding his head with his hand.
He heard his door open again and how someone was approaching him. The man sat down on the floor and laid his hand on Donghae’s thigh.
His other hand patted Hae’s back in comfort. The one who was comforting, Leeteuk the Leader, let out a sigh.
“What is wrong Donghae? What happened?” Donghae shook his head. He wasn’t able to control his emotions anymore.
He started crying. “Donghae, you can’t tell me that nothing is wrong. I saw Eunhyuk running out of your room and running out of the dorm. He was crying. And now you’re sitting here like a picture of misery. So, what is wrong?”
Donghae looked up to his hyung with his red and puffy eyes from crying. He saw that Leeteuk was really worried about him.
He told him about Eunhyuk and Gyuri and about his feelings. Leeteuk responded Donghae’s confession by tightly hugging him.
He let out a sigh again. “Donghae, why don’t you trust Eunhyuk?” The asked one didn’t answer, so Leeteuk just continued speaking: “Did you notice that Eunhyuk wasn’t feeling well in the last time? Did you know that he felt a terrible pain in his arms and legs? He probably caught a cold or something like that, but it hurt him a lot.”
Donghae looked up in his leader’s face. After looking him in the eyes for some time he slowly shook his head. No, Donghae didn’t know…he didn’t notice.
He was so full with negative emotions that he didn’t even notice that his lover was in pain.
He, in that moment, felt really bad. Suddenly he remembered the conversation between Eunhyuk and Gyuri earlier that day again.
Even the Goddess noticed that the monkey was in pain, but Donghae didn’t. He suddenly felt so childish.
The only thing he wanted to do know was to say sorry to the person he loved the most. He stood up and wanted to exit the room, but he was hindered by Leeteuk.
The leader held the dancer’s wrist and didn’t let go. “I know what you’re planning Donghae…but please let him be. He needs some time alone right now.”
Donghae didn’t like the idea of waiting for him but he couldn’t do anything. The Leader said to wait, so he waited.
They waited for one hour and for two hours but Eunhyuk didn’t show up. Donghae and Leeteuk were getting worried.
Donghae put on his jacket and wanted to go out so he could search for the lost monkey. In the moment Donghae set his foot outside, Leeteuk received a call and told the fish to wait.
While answering the call his expression began to change. From a worried expression to a shocked one.
He ended the call and closed his mobile phone. He grabbed his jacket, put it on and slipped into his shoes. He dragged Donghae outside.
“Leeteuk-hyung, what’s going on?” he asked the older. Leeteuk turned to look at Donghae while they were walking to their car.
“We need to go to the hospital!” Donghae didn’t like what he heard, the hospital was his least favorite place and even though the Leader didn’t say who it was about he knew.
He just had this feeling that it was Eunhyuk in the hospital, which made the whole thing not really easier.
The thought of his lover getting treated by doctors right now because something happened to him made his stomach cramp together.
On the way to the hospital they were both silent, they needed to collect their thoughts. When they arrived Donghae stormed in to the information to find out in which room his boyfriend was lying.
“Room 251,” the nurse said. They walked as fast as they could to Room 251. They were right in front of the room door when Donghae suddenly stopped.
He was scared of entering, scared of Eunhyuk’s reaction when he saw him. Leeteuk sensed what Donghae was feeling with his Umma-senses, so he laid one of his hands on his shoulder.
A sign of support. They entered the room. Donghae walked straight to Eunhyuk’s bed and sat down on a chair beside it. He wasn’t awake.
Eunhyuk’s face was pale and he looked really ill. Donghae had to try his best so he wouldn’t start crying.
He enclosed Eunhyuk’s hand with his fingers, which was loosely lying on the bed. In the meantime Leeteuk talked with one of the doctors and found out that the dancer was crossing the street but suddenly his legs became weak and couldn’t support his body anymore. As result of that he collapsed and unfortunately was hit by a car. He was lucky that the impact of the crash wasn’t that hard because the driver already tried his best to stop the car by stepping on the brakes.
Thanks to that he got away with a few bruises. Leeteuk nodded and thanked the doctor for treating his dongsaeng.
He went outside to make a few phone calls to the members and the manager. Donghae was alone with Eunhyuk.
He tightened his grip around the others hand and let his tears flow for the second time this day. He looked down on the floor.
“I’m sorry Eunhyuk, I’m sorry for not trusting you. I was so blinded with unreasonable jealousy that I didn’t notice that you were in so much pain. If I would have noticed then you wouldn’t have to lie here, in the hospital.”
He really couldn’t believe how dense he was, Eunhyuk would never cheat on him. He felt how someone touched his cheeks, so he looked up and what he saw left him speechless.
Eunhyuk woke up, he heard everything and slowly one, two tears in form of diamonds were flowing down his face. He smiled.
He leaned as close to Donghae as his strength allowed him to and whispered with his powerless voice: “It’s okay Donghae. I accept your apology. But you have to promise me that you will never do that again.”
Donghae smiled. With his free hand he touched the older's cheeks and leaned in for a sweet and short kiss. “I promise you Hyukkie. I will never ever be so stupid and not trust you again. I love you my monkey.”
Eunhyuk laughed a little. “I love you too my fishy. More than anything in this world. Never forget that.”
They both smiled at each other. Now everything felt right again. After a few days of being hospitalized Eunhyuk could come home.
The members all cared about him and Donghae was there for him the whole time till he fully recovered.
Donghae stopped being so jealous, or at least he tried to stop it. Thanks to all that, Donghae’s and Eunhyuk’s relationship got even better than it was before.
“I love you,” Donghae said while stroking through Eunhyuk’s silky hair. The monkey smiled. “I love you too,” he said to the fishy and gave him a quick peck on the lips.
A/N 2: Well yeah, I wrote that Oneshot already in January and I'm finally able to post it here xD I don't know why, but I got that idea while I was in the waiting room of my Doctor. ö.ö Kinda weird xD hehehe, I hope you like it :3
Pairing: HyukHae / Eunhae
Genre: Romance, slight Angst (?)
Rating: PG-13
Warning: None, I think xD
Disclaimer: As much as I would, I don't own them. Only the idea :D
Summary: Donghae is jealous and thinks Eunhyuk is cheating on him.
A/N 1: my first ever post xD *throws confetti*
It was finally 2011. For him, 2010 was a troubling yet funny year. He had so many memories of good experiences and wonderful moments, but equally to the amount of happiness he felt sadness in 2010.
Hangeng’s leaving, Heechul’s depression, Kangin’s decision to join the army and so on.
That was enough to make the ‘King of Tears’ shed a few of them. So now, Donghae is looking forward to 2011.
The New Year started with a full schedule for everyone. After three months, meaning it’s march, Donghae got a little frustrated.
He didn’t see Eunhyuk at all in the last time and it was a clear fact to everyone that Donghae needed his daily dosage of Eunhyuk. He couldn’t live without it.
And there was one more thing that made him frown. One member of KARA had quite the same schedule as his monkey in the last time.
They shared some sweet moments on TV and even if the camera was off they smiled at each other, only how lovers would do.
One more problem was that the fans loved it, they loved the Hyukri couple.
Thinking about it, the jealous and possessive Hae came out and went on rage.
He really wanted to trust his boyfriend, but it wasn’t that easy when he saw them, Eunhyuk and Gyuri, together.
On one day Donghae couldn’t sleep well and stood up since it was already morning. He took a fast shower, dressed himself (with a T-Shirt which he got as present from Eunhyuk) and went in his room again.
He looked at his schedule plan and for that day it said: “Star K ing.” Going to Star King meant spending some time with his beloved Eunhyuk.
He was really happy about that and couldn’t await it. Because Donghae loved skinship he was cuddling to Eunhyuk while they were driving and in the studio, where Star King is recorded, he never left his side.
While recording Eunhyuk was sitting, like always, in the front row. Donghae was sitting right behind him.
Sometimes, when the camera wasn’t focused on them he would draw circles with his finger on his lover’s back and the later would shudder under his touch.
The response Eunhyuk’s body gave him made Donghae smile. He knew that he was the only one who could make his body react because of such a simple touch. He loved that.
Finally the recording had finished. He talked a bit with the other idols and his friends before he realized that he didn’t see Eunhyuk anywhere.
He excused himself and began searching for his monkey. After searching for about 10 minutes he heard two voices.
“Oppa, are you sure that it doesn’t hurt?” a female voice asked. He knew whom that voice belonged to. Before he turned around the corner to look who the ‘unknown’ people were, he stopped.
He wanted to hear the answer of the second person first; he wanted to hear his voice. “Na, I’m perfectly fine. You’re imaging things.”
Upon hearing the second voice Donghae wided his eyes in shock. “Why? Why are those two together alone?” he thought while running away from the scene.
He really couldn’t believe it. Slowly his jealousy and the anger took over Donghae’s mind. He was filled with so many emotions that he couldn’t hold them in any longer.
He punched his fist against a random wall next to a waiting room. His breathing was heavy. He didn’t know what to think anymore, he was lost.
As they were driving home in the group van, Donghae sat down on the seat furthest away from Eunhyuk. And that certainly wasn’t normal. Donghae always, ALWAYS sat next to his lover.
That’s like an unwritten rule. So it was obvious that Eunhyuk wondered about the strange behavior of his boyfriend.
They were getting out of the van when they arrived at their dorms and Eunhyuk used this chance to grab Donghae’s arm and talk to him. “Hae? You know, somehow you’re strange today. Tell me what it is, I can help you,” the monkey said.
The younger wasn’t facing the older. Donghae gritted his teeth. Eunhyuk was stubborn, so he didn’t let it bother him when the younger didn’t say anything. “Hae, please tell-,” in that moment Donghae forced his arm away from Eunhyuk’s grip.
He glared at the older and began to walk in the direction of the dorms. Eunhyuk was left behind; shock was written all over his face.
Donghae just glared at him and the message that came with his look probably wasn’t a good one.
Now Eunhyuk really wanted to know why Donghae was so pissed. He quickly followed his lover. Donghae entered the main door of the 12th floor.
He didn’t care about the look he got from the other members. He entered his room and slammed the door behind him to shut it.
A few seconds later you could hear how the door was opened and closed again. Donghae wasn’t facing the door; he looked out of the window which was in the opposite direction.
His mind was drenched in anger and frustration and it was filled even more with negative thoughts when pictures of his Monkey Eunhyuk and the Goddess Gyuri popped up in his head.
This resulted in his head and mind going blank, not noticing the footsteps behind him, which came closer. He felt two arms slowly wrapping around his waist from behind.
The person whispered in his ear: “Hae, why are you so angry?”
When he heard this seriously meant question he felt so ridiculous. Wasn’t it obvious why he was so angry?
He clenched his fists and removed the arms of his lover from his waist. He turned around to face him.
Eunhyuk took a step back and was shocked again. He had never seen Donghae this angry before.
Donghae had to calm down or else he would've directly screamed into Eunhyuk’s face and that was the least he wanted right now.
He took some deep breaths of air and asked with his eyes closed: “Isn’t it pretty obvious why I’m angry?”
Eunhyuk looked at him with a confused expression. Donghae saw that and got even more furious.
He answered his confused look with a raised voice: “Oh please Eunhyuk. Anybody would be mad at his lover if he found out that he cheats on you.”
Eunhyuk took a few second till he realized what Donghae was talking about. He stuttered: “Hae, what are you talking about? I’ve never cheated on you. With whom anyway?”
In Donghae everything exploded. Why would he now lie to him? He clearly saw it with his own eyes that he cheated on him.
Now Donghae was yelling: “Lee Hyukjae, why are you pretending to be so dense? Why are you lying to me? I saw you and Gyuri, the way you look at each other, the way you smile at her…your actions tell me more than 1000 words. You thought I wouldn’t notice, well, then you were wrong.”
Eunhyuk was in shock, he couldn’t find words. His mouth and tongue were numb, his mind went blank for a short time and his whole body started to shake.
Hot tears wanted to come out of his eyes, but he fought them back. He brought himself to say something: “So, you’re thinking I’m cheating on you?”
Donghae looked down and nodded his head.
“With Gyuri?” Donghae nodded again.
“And you think I lied to you right now when I said that I’m not cheating on you?” Again Donghae nodded his head.
Now his tears were free and they used the opportunity to flow down his face like a never ending river.
Between sobs Eunhyuk managed to say: “I-It’s always…n-nice to k-k-know how much y-your boyfriend trusts you…or d-doesn’t trust you.”
He turned around. “I think it’s better if I’m going now.”
With these words he quickly ran out of the younger’s room. Donghae didn’t know what to do; he sank on the ground, holding his head with his hand.
He heard his door open again and how someone was approaching him. The man sat down on the floor and laid his hand on Donghae’s thigh.
His other hand patted Hae’s back in comfort. The one who was comforting, Leeteuk the Leader, let out a sigh.
“What is wrong Donghae? What happened?” Donghae shook his head. He wasn’t able to control his emotions anymore.
He started crying. “Donghae, you can’t tell me that nothing is wrong. I saw Eunhyuk running out of your room and running out of the dorm. He was crying. And now you’re sitting here like a picture of misery. So, what is wrong?”
Donghae looked up to his hyung with his red and puffy eyes from crying. He saw that Leeteuk was really worried about him.
He told him about Eunhyuk and Gyuri and about his feelings. Leeteuk responded Donghae’s confession by tightly hugging him.
He let out a sigh again. “Donghae, why don’t you trust Eunhyuk?” The asked one didn’t answer, so Leeteuk just continued speaking: “Did you notice that Eunhyuk wasn’t feeling well in the last time? Did you know that he felt a terrible pain in his arms and legs? He probably caught a cold or something like that, but it hurt him a lot.”
Donghae looked up in his leader’s face. After looking him in the eyes for some time he slowly shook his head. No, Donghae didn’t know…he didn’t notice.
He was so full with negative emotions that he didn’t even notice that his lover was in pain.
He, in that moment, felt really bad. Suddenly he remembered the conversation between Eunhyuk and Gyuri earlier that day again.
Even the Goddess noticed that the monkey was in pain, but Donghae didn’t. He suddenly felt so childish.
The only thing he wanted to do know was to say sorry to the person he loved the most. He stood up and wanted to exit the room, but he was hindered by Leeteuk.
The leader held the dancer’s wrist and didn’t let go. “I know what you’re planning Donghae…but please let him be. He needs some time alone right now.”
Donghae didn’t like the idea of waiting for him but he couldn’t do anything. The Leader said to wait, so he waited.
They waited for one hour and for two hours but Eunhyuk didn’t show up. Donghae and Leeteuk were getting worried.
Donghae put on his jacket and wanted to go out so he could search for the lost monkey. In the moment Donghae set his foot outside, Leeteuk received a call and told the fish to wait.
While answering the call his expression began to change. From a worried expression to a shocked one.
He ended the call and closed his mobile phone. He grabbed his jacket, put it on and slipped into his shoes. He dragged Donghae outside.
“Leeteuk-hyung, what’s going on?” he asked the older. Leeteuk turned to look at Donghae while they were walking to their car.
“We need to go to the hospital!” Donghae didn’t like what he heard, the hospital was his least favorite place and even though the Leader didn’t say who it was about he knew.
He just had this feeling that it was Eunhyuk in the hospital, which made the whole thing not really easier.
The thought of his lover getting treated by doctors right now because something happened to him made his stomach cramp together.
On the way to the hospital they were both silent, they needed to collect their thoughts. When they arrived Donghae stormed in to the information to find out in which room his boyfriend was lying.
“Room 251,” the nurse said. They walked as fast as they could to Room 251. They were right in front of the room door when Donghae suddenly stopped.
He was scared of entering, scared of Eunhyuk’s reaction when he saw him. Leeteuk sensed what Donghae was feeling with his Umma-senses, so he laid one of his hands on his shoulder.
A sign of support. They entered the room. Donghae walked straight to Eunhyuk’s bed and sat down on a chair beside it. He wasn’t awake.
Eunhyuk’s face was pale and he looked really ill. Donghae had to try his best so he wouldn’t start crying.
He enclosed Eunhyuk’s hand with his fingers, which was loosely lying on the bed. In the meantime Leeteuk talked with one of the doctors and found out that the dancer was crossing the street but suddenly his legs became weak and couldn’t support his body anymore. As result of that he collapsed and unfortunately was hit by a car. He was lucky that the impact of the crash wasn’t that hard because the driver already tried his best to stop the car by stepping on the brakes.
Thanks to that he got away with a few bruises. Leeteuk nodded and thanked the doctor for treating his dongsaeng.
He went outside to make a few phone calls to the members and the manager. Donghae was alone with Eunhyuk.
He tightened his grip around the others hand and let his tears flow for the second time this day. He looked down on the floor.
“I’m sorry Eunhyuk, I’m sorry for not trusting you. I was so blinded with unreasonable jealousy that I didn’t notice that you were in so much pain. If I would have noticed then you wouldn’t have to lie here, in the hospital.”
He really couldn’t believe how dense he was, Eunhyuk would never cheat on him. He felt how someone touched his cheeks, so he looked up and what he saw left him speechless.
Eunhyuk woke up, he heard everything and slowly one, two tears in form of diamonds were flowing down his face. He smiled.
He leaned as close to Donghae as his strength allowed him to and whispered with his powerless voice: “It’s okay Donghae. I accept your apology. But you have to promise me that you will never do that again.”
Donghae smiled. With his free hand he touched the older's cheeks and leaned in for a sweet and short kiss. “I promise you Hyukkie. I will never ever be so stupid and not trust you again. I love you my monkey.”
Eunhyuk laughed a little. “I love you too my fishy. More than anything in this world. Never forget that.”
They both smiled at each other. Now everything felt right again. After a few days of being hospitalized Eunhyuk could come home.
The members all cared about him and Donghae was there for him the whole time till he fully recovered.
Donghae stopped being so jealous, or at least he tried to stop it. Thanks to all that, Donghae’s and Eunhyuk’s relationship got even better than it was before.
“I love you,” Donghae said while stroking through Eunhyuk’s silky hair. The monkey smiled. “I love you too,” he said to the fishy and gave him a quick peck on the lips.
A/N 2: Well yeah, I wrote that Oneshot already in January and I'm finally able to post it here xD I don't know why, but I got that idea while I was in the waiting room of my Doctor. ö.ö Kinda weird xD hehehe, I hope you like it :3