life, you are a bitch.
so....yea. i went to some random thing last nite. and everyone there was all talkin about their siginficant others and all their feelings for them and all that nice and lovely stuff....and i'm just sittin there incredibly unhappy. i mean....for the first time in god knows how long, i couldn't sit there and talk about mine like i normally would. i guess it really hit me at that moment that things right now are the way i was afraid that they would turn out. i never wanted it to be like this. i hate that it's like this now....and i wish there was somethin i could do about it...