See? It's all your fault!

[chocobojoe]

Geez...I just wrote another...you guys are turning me into a poet. Or maybe not. I really don't think they're all that good. Still, they're good for relieving tension, as long as I believe someone cares to read them.

Well, here goes.

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Untitled

Pressure
I feel myself starting to crack
Losing control
Can't keep up
I'm lost
I struggle for breath
Grasping for life
I find solace in You
Yet things are still hard
Constant battle
Overload
Can't get away
Must get away
Freedom
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I'm gonna steal Amanda's phrase...

I AM A MACHINE!!!

Here's the one I came up with after conversing with my mom just a bit ago...it goes out to everyone who's ever loved me.

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A Smile

A smile
Is all I ever want to see
I'd give you the world
If you'd give that to me
I wish I could give you
Everything your heart desires
If it would make you happy
I'd give up my entire
Existence, my heart and soul
You deserve it all
Because you've made me whole.
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...geez...you guys have turned me into a monster...though, like I say...it's an awesome outlet for feelings I've kept bottled up for a long time, never being able to express...