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I'm feeling so inadequate lately. I've done my best not to look at too many personal statement samples because I don't want to unintentionally or intentionally start writing down what I see because of lack of creativity or experience. It's hard to trying to be my own cheerleader, to push myself. I just feel at a loss because it doesn't feel as though I'm going to be able to do this. I'm so over this damn essay. I just want to get it over, mail everything off, and sit here twiddling my thumbs waiting for a response. I mean, seriously, I've never felt so useless when it comes to writing. I was always told that my writing wasn't too shabby. This stupid thing is making me feel as though I need to go back to my freshman year and start over with writing classes.
I'm well aware that I might just be having a moment but, hell, I need to vent it out. I don't have enough hair to pull out just yet and be ok with it.
I'm well aware that I might just be having a moment but, hell, I need to vent it out. I don't have enough hair to pull out just yet and be ok with it.