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what the fuck is wrong with people.
my friend angie got her world turned upside down.......her girlfriend left her homeless, her girlfriend left her broken. her girlfriend left me to pick up the pieces.
and i did. i glue her back together granted a couple of pieces were gone but i still did what i could
i got her a cell phone. i gave her a place to live even though my roomates didnt want me to. i made her eat, i made her live again, i made her able to function. i let her call me whenever she needed me to. no matter what even if it was just to listen to her cry for hours i laid in bed night after night and listen to her cry and never hung up.
my roomate murray had a friend named amos.
amos used to come over all the time mostly just to get high and stuff but then his girl started to cheat on him and i knew about it and kept it a secret for awhile but then after spending day after day with him listening to him hurt i told him i told him everything.
we started to uh "hang out" alot more after that
he just needed someone to mend him
once again i picked up the pieces of him and glued them back together
he needed money i got it for him he needed a hug i hugged him he couldnt stay at his house by himself i stayed with him, he needed someone to tell him he was attractive, and funny and smart, he needed someone to heal him
and once again i did it.
for two straight months i spent every day with amos and angie
for two staight months people needed me
then one day. amos didnt
and neither did angie
so they left.
together
and now theres no one
to pick up my pieces
no one to help glue me
cause in the long run they really were keeping me ok
i have problems alot of them
and they sit in the back of my head everyday.....
and ive always kinda needed someone to take care of
and i dont have that anymore
well to top all this shit off
320$ went walking out of my room today
yeah its amazing how that much money jsut sprouts legs and takes off without people seeing it happen
but.........
i still have my health right?
lol
wow i mean why should i sit and dwell on this i mean damn people have bigger problems then me
kaite lost her baby
that sucks
reminder: the people who you think are your friends probably just want something from you.
emma i miss you
my friend angie got her world turned upside down.......her girlfriend left her homeless, her girlfriend left her broken. her girlfriend left me to pick up the pieces.
and i did. i glue her back together granted a couple of pieces were gone but i still did what i could
i got her a cell phone. i gave her a place to live even though my roomates didnt want me to. i made her eat, i made her live again, i made her able to function. i let her call me whenever she needed me to. no matter what even if it was just to listen to her cry for hours i laid in bed night after night and listen to her cry and never hung up.
my roomate murray had a friend named amos.
amos used to come over all the time mostly just to get high and stuff but then his girl started to cheat on him and i knew about it and kept it a secret for awhile but then after spending day after day with him listening to him hurt i told him i told him everything.
we started to uh "hang out" alot more after that
he just needed someone to mend him
once again i picked up the pieces of him and glued them back together
he needed money i got it for him he needed a hug i hugged him he couldnt stay at his house by himself i stayed with him, he needed someone to tell him he was attractive, and funny and smart, he needed someone to heal him
and once again i did it.
for two straight months i spent every day with amos and angie
for two staight months people needed me
then one day. amos didnt
and neither did angie
so they left.
together
and now theres no one
to pick up my pieces
no one to help glue me
cause in the long run they really were keeping me ok
i have problems alot of them
and they sit in the back of my head everyday.....
and ive always kinda needed someone to take care of
and i dont have that anymore
well to top all this shit off
320$ went walking out of my room today
yeah its amazing how that much money jsut sprouts legs and takes off without people seeing it happen
but.........
i still have my health right?
lol
wow i mean why should i sit and dwell on this i mean damn people have bigger problems then me
kaite lost her baby
that sucks
reminder: the people who you think are your friends probably just want something from you.
emma i miss you