if life were made of moments, then you'd never know you had one..

[choco_syrup]

i want a guy who i can be there for all the time, and support whenever he needs it... one who would do the same for me... a guy who feels lyk he can call me at 3 in the morning just to say hi.. a guy who would call me at 3 in the morning just to say hi.. someone who makes me laugh when i feel lyk shit.. someone who, even though he makes fun of me, i know it's his way of "hey you mean something to me"... someone who would stop what he was doing to come be with me if i needed him... one who would tell me my idea was good, even if it was the crappiest thing in the world... someone who won't laugh at my singing if (when) i miss a note... someone who comes to see me do guard stuff even though he has no idea what a sabre is... who can treat me lyk "one of the guys" when we're with all his friends, but at the same time make me feel lyk i stand out (in a good way)... someone who can come to me and bitch when he needs to - even if its just about how much his shirts cost... someone to have long serious conversations with... someone to have stupid pointless conversations with... one who finds out my birthday then makes a point to remember it... a guy that can remember most (or at least more than a few) of our inside jokes... someone who gets that "i'm fine" really means "i feel lyk shit, just hold me" and who knows when i need to be alone... someone who calls just to see how i'm doing, even tho it's only been 45 minutes since we saw eachother... someone who calls and apologizes for being a jerk even though you have no idea what he's talking about... someone who gets when it's time to be serious and when it's time to joke around... one who'll make sure you're okay, and even ask if his comments cross the line at all... one who will stop swearing if you ask him to - will even apologize for it too....

no this isnt some damn chain letter... it's from the mind of Meg...

and i had almost all that... but now we're "just friends"

ain't life funny that way?