Jan 30, 2006 00:25
Ok..........now that I've had a bit of time to recover what shattered pieces of my dignity and mental well being that remain lol, I think.............I know that I have no idea what I want....and I'm bout damned sure nobody does in this whole perdicament. So I've given it though and have come to these conclusions:
What the fuck was I thinking............WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING...................WHAT THE FUCK...................WAS I THINKING.............I should've left it at " I have to be up for detention"...........but of COOOOooooourse not...I have to be mr. "get-er-duun".............shee-yah. I have to be every shade of chocolate and cherry there is in that bitch (you know....that color guide bitch). I think I should just leave this whole thing alone and just continue being my old, OWN, happy little self. I should've known (and I did.....thus the unecessary procrastination and all the "what ifs" and the "dude...........just no's"). Oh well lol....I don't think I can get or make this situation ANY MORE awkward than I already have. I think I'm just going to leave it alone. I'm done............. :(
<-Kev->