Violently Happy...
Well for the first time in a while I've felt....dare I say....giddy?????????????????????? lol its so weird. Like I spent a bit of time with some friends and one of them in particular wanted me to come and "hang out" and we did. It was really cool cause like I learned all this stuff about Buddhism and Fung shue (sp) and Karma and person "X" read my fortune and their own. It was really cool. But then we just started talking and after a while I didn't care about the whole w/ever...it was just cool hangin out. So it was exactly twelve and I was like hmm oh well I'll be heading back to my room as it won't get any warmer outside and person "X" was like...well its twelve o'clock and I gotta do somethin lol..." So then "X" leans in to kiss me and I was like hell....w/ever lol. Then I just sat there for like a minute and then was like...ahh what the hell and I kissed "X" back...and we made out for like a good thirty minutes. This is indeed the same person I'd been ooglin for like a while...but not in the oh so hott sense but in the...magnetic "drawing" sense....I'm just attracted to "X" a lot. I'm not at all expecting anything to come out of this...just buddy-times and good-times and it works that way :). So I was about to leave right and I was like ok I'm off now....and then it started again and THIS TIME..."X" pined me up against a wall and I was like....so wow...unless you wanna follow through...then you might wanna NOT do that less I be forced to throw you and do ya the way daddy never told ya lol. But yes...I was a bit dazed at that point...then I was like...I'm swear I'm leaving now lol...then it started again but briefly...then I FINALLY left LMAO.
You see...I felt a bit of a connection from day one or so....but I didn't at all think of it substantially at all. I've just felt for a while but ehh. I once again short changed myself. But as of late we've been getting closer and closer as far as venting to eachother (not by leaps and bounds but by limps and crawls) and spending nights out walking and talking about the insanity of life and how we plan to deal with it....and just understanding the world through eachother...I don't run into that alot...ever. Its cool though. I mean "X" is an awesome friend....and I'm gonna miss "X" when "X" leaves but then again I wish the absolute best in love and in life for "X"..."X" is a good person....and "REAL" person....just a good person period. "X" has a portion of my heart lol. But yes I was giddy and I must close this out before I annoy my room mate with....the clicking.......of-DEATH! haha....I crack me up son. Anyway I'm out with go dreams and high spirits as usual...but with acceptionally high everything....::wink wink:: lol.
Night all!!
<-Kev->
You see...I felt a bit of a connection from day one or so....but I didn't at all think of it substantially at all. I've just felt for a while but ehh. I once again short changed myself. But as of late we've been getting closer and closer as far as venting to eachother (not by leaps and bounds but by limps and crawls) and spending nights out walking and talking about the insanity of life and how we plan to deal with it....and just understanding the world through eachother...I don't run into that alot...ever. Its cool though. I mean "X" is an awesome friend....and I'm gonna miss "X" when "X" leaves but then again I wish the absolute best in love and in life for "X"..."X" is a good person....and "REAL" person....just a good person period. "X" has a portion of my heart lol. But yes I was giddy and I must close this out before I annoy my room mate with....the clicking.......of-DEATH! haha....I crack me up son. Anyway I'm out with go dreams and high spirits as usual...but with acceptionally high everything....::wink wink:: lol.
Night all!!
<-Kev->