May 05, 2008 22:45
for my own reference at a later time i just want to record my feelings:
i am sad for what once was and is no more, but i am happy for what is still, and will forever be.
there is twinkle of happiness inside of me, and i hope it grows. the sadness is there, but regret and wonder will always be a big part of my mind. not so much the regret, just the wonder.
i hope this summer can be fun, so far it has been alright, but it is only may.
we will see.
plus, i turn 20 soon. and im not terribly excited for that, but i am. i like presents, but i dont like age.