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Carpe Diem, many like to say. Maybe its an overused slogan, maybe its even overrated. I dont know, but ive always been told to follow it. Live each day like there are no more. Sometimes I really wonder if thats what I'm doing. Ive noticed that i really dont know why i do a lot of things. Usually i do things that I enjoy, but there are some i do not enjoy. Im really curious as to what is it that makes me want to do those things that i dont benefit from.
Running along with my mind, my cat died today. Well, death was brought to him. He had severe liver disorder, as they like to call it, and he really lived for a long time with it, at least longer than most. I suppose, from what i hear, that it got to the point where he stopped eating and was too weak to even jump onto the kitchen counter. Its really sad, he was the most adorable cat. We got him as a birthday present for my mom about 11 years and 5 months ago, and i would have to say he was one of my favorite cats. Im sorry you arent around to carry socks and perfectly folded blankets around anymore, Buster. I love you. Have fun with all of your furry friends in Heaven, or wherever you are. I hope you haunt me. What an adorable haunting that would be.
Now jogging, Im glad that i started using livejournal again. Sure its kind of a stupid idea giving anyone in the world access to my thoughts, but i do limit what i say in here. As you've noticed, whoever you are, i generally omit a lot of details.
Walking, I dont write as much as i should. Ive noticed lately that it is a really enjoyable activity. I can just sit down, such as now, and write. I get to completely zone out in front of something and let my mind control my hands, involuntarily sometimes.
Ambling, my coffee tastes bad.
Stopped, i think of what im going to do with myself. I have no idea what the future holds in store for me. Its a scary thought, actually. I have no idea what will happen tomorrow, or even in the next hour. Sure, i have a good guess, but nothing is for sure.
"I love you" was just whispered in my room. Not to me, of course, but ive never thought three words could have such an effect on me. My stomach churned, with a feeling that i cant explain. Maybe a longing, maybe a passion. Needless to say, I love love. And i am going to miss hearing those words every day.
Running along with my mind, my cat died today. Well, death was brought to him. He had severe liver disorder, as they like to call it, and he really lived for a long time with it, at least longer than most. I suppose, from what i hear, that it got to the point where he stopped eating and was too weak to even jump onto the kitchen counter. Its really sad, he was the most adorable cat. We got him as a birthday present for my mom about 11 years and 5 months ago, and i would have to say he was one of my favorite cats. Im sorry you arent around to carry socks and perfectly folded blankets around anymore, Buster. I love you. Have fun with all of your furry friends in Heaven, or wherever you are. I hope you haunt me. What an adorable haunting that would be.
Now jogging, Im glad that i started using livejournal again. Sure its kind of a stupid idea giving anyone in the world access to my thoughts, but i do limit what i say in here. As you've noticed, whoever you are, i generally omit a lot of details.
Walking, I dont write as much as i should. Ive noticed lately that it is a really enjoyable activity. I can just sit down, such as now, and write. I get to completely zone out in front of something and let my mind control my hands, involuntarily sometimes.
Ambling, my coffee tastes bad.
Stopped, i think of what im going to do with myself. I have no idea what the future holds in store for me. Its a scary thought, actually. I have no idea what will happen tomorrow, or even in the next hour. Sure, i have a good guess, but nothing is for sure.
"I love you" was just whispered in my room. Not to me, of course, but ive never thought three words could have such an effect on me. My stomach churned, with a feeling that i cant explain. Maybe a longing, maybe a passion. Needless to say, I love love. And i am going to miss hearing those words every day.