Jan 30, 2005 23:55
Things have been going super well lately.
I'm more happy now then i have been in a while.
I can't really explain how i feel but just the people im around make me happy
(minus not having andrea)
At work, even though i hate the job, the people are incredible.
I love working with Travis and Jennifer, they're a complete riot.
And Bobby's extremly funny, and stacie is sweet.
At school, i've met alot more people and i enjoy that.
i hate homework and every other aspect of it.
sorry in advanced andrea......
and I've been hanging out with George alot, and its been alot of fun.
I've realized how much time you loose with people when you're upset with them.
Yea what happened between us was pretty crappy, and i was pretty upset,
but hes still a great guy and i really like where things are going.
NOT TO MENTION, i'm going to florida with him and his family in March.(even though i wasn't the first choice.ha)
But i was at dinner tonite with his mom and dad and him, and just listening to his mom talk about it, i can tell its going to be so fun. Thats exactly what i need though, a good vacation.
on the tuesdays he doesn't work, we are watching The new law and order episodes. I swear, it will be his favorite.
I've noticed how my "comfort" issue really effects my relationships. It pushes people away from me,that i'd normally want to hang out with.
But i can't harp on that, only work on it i guess.
On friday, i had alot of fun. Hanging out over there is just alot of fun. Regardless of what people hear and/or think, I had a nice time.
gossip sucks. rumors suck. one day people (ALL people) will be smart enough to ignore that crap. and maybe that same day i'll be smart enough to not let it bother me.
And as i think about it, it really doesn't, I should have known this was coming. its only the 13th consecutive month i've been "in the wrong" to you.
Oh well, theres no looking back. I'm enjoying everything right now.