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Greetings to all my fellow journalies, and Happy Mother's Day! Am not sure if it's the same date where you guys are at, but in Brazil it's today. So a big hug to the mommies out there xD (ok most of you are probably not mothers, whatever lmao).
Anyway, had a craazy week! Mainly I have been torturing myself about things I did which I now regret, but otherwise it was crazy in a good way.
I am the type of person who doesn't regret often, because I try to do things I won't regret. Am I making sense? What I mean is, I don't do many things that I regret, but when it happens then I really regret it. It's not like I make some shitty decisions and then say, I don't regret it. It's like I tell myself, no, that's shitty. I'll do this instead. Then there's no reason for regret later. Still, I can be quite sponteaneous (sounds like a contradiciton, but it works). And depending on my mood, I do things on a whim just to get out of it or make something happen. And that, my friends, is the reason I am still pounding my head on the wall after 3 days. Because I am such a fucking idiot. I knew this would happen!! I knew it. *headdesk* Don't know how this is going to end yet but maybe on Tuesday I will get into farther detail. Shit. I will just wait and see.
Anyway. Moving on.. I am clearing out my closet/dresser/etc. already for when we move out (in July, for goodness' sake. Whatever) and I took down loads of stuff I didn't even know I had. Ancient childhood antiques, lol. So many stuffed animals and piles of magazines are now all bagged up and in the corner ready for donation.. not to mention all that pointless junk we pile up over the years. Also took out some more clothes (now I officially have NOTHING left, lol) and some toys that were stored in the deepest, darkest niches of the upper shelves of my closet. I did find an awesome National Geographic projector thing and a remote control submarine though. And a lava lamp I got in school ages ago, don't even know if it's working.
Yesterday I woke up at 6:30 in the morning and did homework (I know, I do NOT have a life). But on Friday I was so damn tired I crashed on the couch at around 9:30pm and didn't even remember when my dad woke me and told me to go sleep in my bed. Anyway, did homework till around 9:30 when I went to the barn. Got home at almost 2 and made myself a tuna sandwhich, was very good :P Then I just procrastinated some, finished reading The Da Vinci Code (I love Dan Brown, have I mentioned this?), then packed and we drove to my grandparents'. Today we had Mother's Day lunch together, which was nice. I am not much in the mood to do anything though.
Was doing great with the 'diet', but definitely spoiled it today. Basically what I'm doing is just cutting down on chocolate and carbs, also am not drinking soda *omgsodaomg* But with my grandma's cooking it's impossible not to eat, lol. And I had like 5 cups of Coke yesterday :P Today I drank juice, hahaha. Promise tomorrow he diet will continue.. it's easier on weekdays. Especially Monday. Just thinking about it makes me lose my appetite xD
Well, my soccer team is playing and I can hear screaming from the living room, so I'm going to go watch the game :D Plus this internet is incredibly slow, the connection here is terrible since it's a 'rural area' (aham, rural area my ass) and slow internet pisses me off, lol.
When I get home I'll make sure to comment all your journals!! And crazy4t , happy birthday! It's one day late but I hope you had a wonderful day :)