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This entry won't make any sense at all, so only read it if you're like.. really, really bored. Honestly. I am sick and feeling pissed off and annoyed and my head hurts and I need to vent about all my general issues. Argh.
And yes I am aware that I'm supposed to be happy. Well, the HAPPY BUTTON IS NOT WORKING. I've tried it already. And IT IS NOT WORKING.
I actually meant to post this a little sooner so I could get to the good stuff but whatever. I'm even managing to piss myself off lately. Sheesh. I deserve a cookie.
Okay, being sick is the wooooooorst. My nose is running like crazy, I keep having to stop whatever it is that I'm doing every 10 minutes to go blow it in the bathroom. Ugh. My throat hurts so bad, I cannot even speak. My voice sounds like a scratchy toad, only worse because it's all nasally from my nose being all stuffy. My head is pounding incessantly. I have lost count of how many Tylenols I've taken in the past 4 days. As many as I could without overdosing, probably. And also, my teeth hurt, because I went to the dentist on Thursday and he adjusted my retainer and my gum hurts because it's swollen. Basically, I feel like shit.
I am also PMSing like a bitch these days. GOD. I don't even get like this usually, but I don't know if the stress levels were already higher then usual or what, I just know that I have been running a really short temper. All the little things are driving me insane. I feel like screaming my head off.
A friend has been getting way on my nerves lately. She's been acting a little phony but since she's always been a bit prone to these attitudes I've ignored it, only she keeps getting to me big time. She always wants to go out and calls me and says she's going to do this and that and then at the last minute she backs out and leaves me to deal with a ton of crap, or when we actually do something we meet up with other people and she ignores me/rebuffs me/act like a major bitch. Anyway, I've never even been close to her much except these past few weeks/months. Whatever. I am not even going to get into this friendship.
I have a lot of stuff on my mind I am forbidden to talk about, which sucks MAJOR hard, I sort of let it slip to someone, thankfully she didn't notice it but someone else did, and so I kind of told him. Well okay, I really told him - practically everything. I hope he keeps his word and doesn't tell anyone. God, I'm such an idiot, I shouldn't have said anything. But the thing is I've sort of been wanting to talk about it with someone, so I didn't really make an effort to get out of it.
There are the happy things I want to post about but they will have to wait. I WILL POST TOMORROW *repeats 672949872145729 times to self*
I'm going to bed.. I'm tired :( Hate starting the week feeling tired. And to think I still have 4 days left till the weekend!!