the sweet escape.
today i am mostly (:
i'm tired physically but i actually feel rather refreshed and ready to take on the world again.
i don't know why but seeing them play (with all the monster hits and super duper catches and pinpoint throws) and helping them pack up and cheering for them just makes me (:
because i think it reminds me of how things used to be.
so thank you all for making me remember how much i love the game.
i really think i shall stop being lazy and join smth. (:
and thank you especially for talking to me on sat morning when i missed the train and remembering my silly problem and actually asking me about it. (:
i'll be brave and tackle it soon. (:
and for looking out for me all the time and including me in everything so i didn't feel that strange!
and also for offering to walk me home just now! (:
i refused because bert commented that you were super tired alr at jas and you looked really really tired so i wanted you to go home and rest.
not because i don't want you to i really did!
it's really amazing how so much time can pass and whenever we meet we just pick up so easily from where we left off and talk like nothing's changed.
and i can tell you anything (well almost).
it's a feeling i don't get with that many people so it really really means so much to me. (:
but haha you're really the big brother i want so so much! (:
but i am a little ): as well.
because you did what you always do again.
and i am getting a little irritated at both myself and you.
which is, when you sit down and think about it, actually a pretty good sign.
btw this 'you' is a totally different person.
okay whatever.
i think the (: >>>>> the ):
and we made dawn happy yesterday too! (:
so everyone's happy!
yay!! (: (:
i'm tired physically but i actually feel rather refreshed and ready to take on the world again.
i don't know why but seeing them play (with all the monster hits and super duper catches and pinpoint throws) and helping them pack up and cheering for them just makes me (:
because i think it reminds me of how things used to be.
so thank you all for making me remember how much i love the game.
i really think i shall stop being lazy and join smth. (:
and thank you especially for talking to me on sat morning when i missed the train and remembering my silly problem and actually asking me about it. (:
i'll be brave and tackle it soon. (:
and for looking out for me all the time and including me in everything so i didn't feel that strange!
and also for offering to walk me home just now! (:
i refused because bert commented that you were super tired alr at jas and you looked really really tired so i wanted you to go home and rest.
not because i don't want you to i really did!
it's really amazing how so much time can pass and whenever we meet we just pick up so easily from where we left off and talk like nothing's changed.
and i can tell you anything (well almost).
it's a feeling i don't get with that many people so it really really means so much to me. (:
but haha you're really the big brother i want so so much! (:
but i am a little ): as well.
because you did what you always do again.
and i am getting a little irritated at both myself and you.
which is, when you sit down and think about it, actually a pretty good sign.
btw this 'you' is a totally different person.
okay whatever.
i think the (: >>>>> the ):
and we made dawn happy yesterday too! (:
so everyone's happy!
yay!! (: (: