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[choccy_sundae]

well we're not together. on a break. this is so hard. i just dont know what to do with myself i just want to be with him and if i cant be with him i just wanna be alone. he says he just doesnt want a relationship at this point. i hope we get back together. that all that keeping me going the fact that one day we might get back together.
i acually do just want to curl up and die. i have never felt hurt like this. i wish the earth would swallow me up.

i have to sotp writing now i cant see the keyboard through the tears