this is one big boring moan.

[choccy_sundae]

I'm not going to feel guilty anymore for something i didnt do. im not gonna let you ruin and control my thoughts and feelings like you did, you are not in control. im sick of you making me out to be a bitch because im not, you can try and make me look the bad one but im not. i didnt do anything and you know it. i still cant believe you would do that to me, ever. im tired of you making out ive done everything wrong. one minute your excuse was that you ddint want to interfere with me and brian and then the next it was me. make up your mind, which is it eh? one minute your just being nice then the next i get a three page typed letter about how its me. yea well whatever im not gonna let you do that to me.

I wont let you do that to me.

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on another note i didnt get the job! im gonna stakl the girl who got it and push her down some stairs so that i will get the job. ha.