Mar 08, 2010 01:48
I've been thinking about something lately. Remember the post about the guy I really like? Well, that someone that he liked lied to him. It turns out she has a boyfriend already. I was angry at that fact (and a bit overjoyed). I mean, how could she lied to him? He's a really nice guy! No I know why I was happily replying his messages without feeling guilty that I may cause him to betray her.
Anyway, lately I felt indifferent towards him. It's like I don't really feel anything when I view his profile. I don't miss him that much. We rarely text each other. I'm still happy at every replies I receive from him, it's just I don't feel excited about it anymore. I don't know what's happening to me. Maybe it's one of those times when you don't have any feelings towards the person that you really like. I don't think it's falling out of love. It's as if your feelings are taking a break. Is that even possible?
Well, it's true when they said that out of sight means out of mind. I do think about him from time to time but it's as if I don't care about him anymore. Well, we're just friends. But the thing is, I think about my friend all the time. When it comes to him, I only think about him sometimes and sometimes, I don't even think about him at all!
Like QM said, it's sucks. But, I don't think that I should be worried. It's not like I don't care about him anymore. I just accept that my feelings need to take a rest. But, if my feelings are taking a rest, then why the heck am I having a crush on Eli?
Note: I have a crush on Eli after that phase happened.
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