Expression session
I had a heart-to-heart talk with Suria last night through Facebook Chat. We talked about the guy that I really like told me that he is in love with someone else and that they are in love with each other. As much as I tried to be happy for him as a friend, I can't help feeling sad. Sad because he likes someone else. I told Suria that. She felt the pain that I was going through now. Even though we had different experience, the pain felt is the same. I told her how he made me smile every time he texted me. How I excited I was when I told Eiji about him. how excited I was being able to meet him. How one simple message can turn into a conversation that last hours.
He reminded me that I told him that I really like someone at the moment. He even asked whether there was any progress. I replied that we are still friends, almost like best friends. I don't have the heart to tell him that the guy that I talked about earlier was actually him. It was him all along. He didn't know why I refused to disclose then identity of the person who he dubbed as the "lucky guy". I told him that it was because of my personal reasons. He didn't know that the "lucky guy" is him all along.
Then, I confessed to Suria that I used to like the same guy that she currently likes. She was okay with it. I got over him this semester because when I look at him now, I see him more as a brother rather than someone who you have a crush on.
Right now, I just hope that I will find someone special to call my own. Someone who will put a smile on my face every time. Someone who will cheer me on with my family and friends. Someone who accepts me for who I am and proud of it. Someone who I would like to call : Mr Who-complements-me. As for now, life goes on and I have to be strong. Thank you Allah for making me strong to face this situation.
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He reminded me that I told him that I really like someone at the moment. He even asked whether there was any progress. I replied that we are still friends, almost like best friends. I don't have the heart to tell him that the guy that I talked about earlier was actually him. It was him all along. He didn't know why I refused to disclose then identity of the person who he dubbed as the "lucky guy". I told him that it was because of my personal reasons. He didn't know that the "lucky guy" is him all along.
Then, I confessed to Suria that I used to like the same guy that she currently likes. She was okay with it. I got over him this semester because when I look at him now, I see him more as a brother rather than someone who you have a crush on.
Right now, I just hope that I will find someone special to call my own. Someone who will put a smile on my face every time. Someone who will cheer me on with my family and friends. Someone who accepts me for who I am and proud of it. Someone who I would like to call : Mr Who-complements-me. As for now, life goes on and I have to be strong. Thank you Allah for making me strong to face this situation.
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