My o my wonderful day hey!
So, I'm at Jason's. I miss Jen and just so she knows I LOVE HER LOTS !!!!!!!!!!!! That's right girly, u, me, club next week! I'm paying so no objections o'tay. Chris is leaving really soon and I'm going to miss him. I don't want him leaving pissed at me. Him and I have been through a lot together. Bryan and I still aren't talking and it just is really weird. He was the one I used to go to when I was down, and now it's like he doesn't care anymore. I don't know if that's true, but it sure feels like it. Ever since Jason and I got together, it's like my friends vanished. I love him and I really just want people to accept the fact that he makes me happy. If they don't like it, then that sux for them. He's so good to me. I wouldn't change him for the world. I'd like people to stop being pissed off at him and at me for being together because together, we can get through anything. The tingle I get when he kisses me, when he holds me, is something I haven't felt in a really long time; I really don't care if people like it or not. His sister is awesome too. I'm coloring their hair and such which makes me happy cuz they rock ass like whoa! A lot has changed. I'm not sure if I like all of it or not. I just know that being with him feels right. So, fuck all of u ass fucks who decided to fade away when I got a bf. I haven't changed for anyone but me and people need to accept that he didn't do this to me. I just happened to realize that the people u trust the most, can back out at any given time. So, yeah people suck dick and they can suck my ass! Katie and Jen are the only ones that I feel I can really talk to about anything anymore. So, if certain people want to patch things up with me they will really have to do some major work. Just for the record, I miss certain people too. I'm just not sure if they miss me. <33 Cheryl