Dec 06, 2005 20:59
"Last dance with mary jane
One more tome to kill the pain
I feel something creepin'in
i'm tired of this town again"
-Tom Petty
Yeah so...I have been thinking, again.
I don't know why I do this but i think I have seen too many music videos(quality ones, as if there is such a thing) and too many movies...I can only picture my life as a movie...i don't know how to explain it, but I feel that someone should be writing everything that happens to me because one day I will be that tragically inspirational movie...you know the one where the girl has her ups and her extreme downs...and the soundtrack is kick ass...and at the end of the movie you know she is going to die because everything seems to all of a sudden fall into place, perfectly...and tragically she dies, from a car accident, a plane crash...and at her funeral are all of the people she inspired, the people she helped, and the people she loved...yeah that's what my movie would be, if I could direct it...
I dont want any life, I want...I want something more, I want to make people remember who I am, who I was...
Dont worry I am not gonna die, well not right this minute anyway...I think i am going to put together a soundtrack...yeah a compilation of songs that tell my story...yeah thats it....
anyway enough rambling I need some sleep, but first knitting, yes knitting...good night moon